na musamman.

"DUNIYATA.......Why aren't you responding?" Idanu ta daga alamun tambaya ba tare data yarda ta kalli tsakiyar idonsa ba. Ya fahimci haka,sai yasa yatsunsa yayi gefe da gashinta yana cusa bakinsa ta kunnenta abinda ya sanya tsigar jikinta tashi.

"On bed dear......" Ta fahimci inda ya dosa,don haka bata bari ya qarasa bama ta soma neman inda zata boye fuskarta. Ire iren rashin kunyarsa suna sakata jin wani irin nauyi ba kadan ba.

"Ko sai randa aka yanke shawarar ana sona ko ba'a sona?" Ya sassauta muryarsa yana fadi qasa qasa gami da riqe hannayenta da kyau qaramin murmushi yana subuce masa.

"I hope wannan ranan zata zo soon.......na matsu,ko akwai wani abu da ake buqatar nayi da za'a gayan I LOVE YOU MUHAMMAD FU'AD JADDA?....." Ya tambayeta da gasken gaske,har qasan zuciyarsa yana sha'awan jin ta fadi hakan. Kai ta girgiza tana basarwa,neman tserewa takeyi ya kuma fuskanceta,don haka ya sunkuceta kawai yana nufan stairs din da sukayi dakin qasa.

Idanu ta fitar waje,har ha Allah tsoron dakin qasan nan takeyi,yatsa ya saka ya lakuce mata hanci yana girgiza kai.

"Relax.....you're safe my world.....bazan taba yin wasa da DUNIYATA ba fa". Kasa ce masa komai tayi sai idanu data lumshe tana shaqar daddadan qamshinsa daya cika mata hanci,ta kwantar da kanta a qirjinsa tana jin bugun zuciyarsa. Batasan me yasa ko yaushe bugun zuciyarsa daban yake ba,wani bugu ne me sauri sauri wanda tasan qa'idan bugun baikai haka sauri ba. Idanunta saman dakin duke kallo,yadda ruwa yake gudu saman kansu tare da kifaye kala kala ba tare da ko damshin ruwa ko qwaya daya ya tabasu ba,ta dauke idanu tana tasbihi ga ubangijinta.

Saman lafiyayyen gadon dakin ya ajiyeta,ya dawo gabanta ya tsugunna yana zagaye hannuwansa da qugunta.

"Muhammad fuad jadda.......d'an alhj Muhammad ne,haifaffen bafulatanin mambila......,ta gefan mahaifiya kuma...." Sai ya danyi shuru yana hadiyar numfashi.

"Mariya da akafi sani da maamah itace mahaifiyata.....bafulatanar mayo belwa ganye local government" Hannuwanta ya riqe a tausashe cikin nasa zuciyarsa na karyewa.

"Lokaci na farko da zan bude bakina na fasawa wani dan adam daban rayuwata.....waye ni?....me naji me na fuskanta?.....sabrrrrrr.....abbana......abbana yana cikin jerin sahun mutumin da nafiso nafi qauna kaf cikin rayuwata.......saidai mun rasashi a sanda mukafi qaunarsa......mun rasashi a sanda mukafi buqatarsa......mun rasashi saboda wa'adinsa ya cika.....amma da taimakon maamah". Kai ta daga tana dubansa,tana ji yana tayar mata da wani mikin ciwo dake zuciyarta.

Kai ya gyada mata idanunsa suna sauya launi.

"Ta shayar dashi guba......ta dura masa miyagun maganganu da suka qarasa illata gangar jikinsa da zuciyarsa,suka Haifa masa da ciwon zuciya......kalmomin bakin maamah su suka jefa abba na a matsanancin ciwo......ciwon da haquri ya gadar dashi dashi,ya kuma ci gaba da tara masa guba na maganganun da suka zama silar fashewar zuciyarsa daga qarshe. Tun a gaban idanunsa muje ganin qasqanci da wulaqanci,ba wanda yake samun tausasawa ko kulawa daga gareta,daga shi mijinta harmu 'ya'yanta......bazan boye miki komai ba......bamusan dadin uwa ba,bamusan wani abu da ake kira dadi tsakanin mahaifiya da 'ya'yanta ba,mun rayu tamkar irin rayuwar da bawa zaiyi a hannun ubangidansa,walwala 'yanci da farinciki dukka yayi mana qaura,mun rayu tamkar agololi kuma 'ya'yan riqo......abbanmu kuma ya zama tamkar wani yaro gida bame gida ba......ba abinda tafi bawa mutunci da kima sama da KUDI sama da tayi KUDI sama da abbanmu dole ya zama me KUDI ya nemo KUDIn da zatayi kalar rayuwar da takeso,yayi lafiya ko kada yayi......ya rayu ko kada ya rayu,muyi lafiya tarbiyya ilimi mu tsaftatu mu qoshi duk basa cikin lissafinta,abinda ya dameta shine KUDI.....sabrrrrr..... Mun rayu cikin qasqantacciyar rayuwar da al'umma suka gaza janmu a jiki a garin da bamu da kowa,kowa yana ganin tunda wadda tayi silar zuwanmu duniya ta gaza tallafawa da tausayawa rayuwarmu,lallai mudin akwai wani abun aibu ne a tattare damu. Taji a rant ba zata iya rayuwa damu ba,ba zata iya zama damu bs,ta watsar damu da abba dake buqatarta saboda matsanancin ciwon zuciya dake sake kwantar dashi....duk inda abba bai qwallafa rai a soyayyarta ba,tayi nesa dashi shi yafi alkhairi,kunnuwansa xasu daina kwana su wayi gari da jin munanan kalmominta a kansa wanda hakan shizai bashi lafiya da wuri.....saidai kuma sonta ya zame masa jarrabin rayuwa,ya kasa haqura da nesanta kanta damu da tayi,ya sake zame masa silar hauhawar ciwonsa. Nayi kwasar kashi......nayi aikin bola da hannuwana duk don na kula da musaddiq da abbana......nayi sharar kasuwa nayi ta kwata har bansan iyakarsu ba kawai don na samo abinda xan kula da abbana da musaddiq.......munci abincin bola saboda gudun yunwa kada ta halakamu.......na kwana da GAWAr abbana.......na kwana da gawar mahaifiyar abbana JADDA saman cinyata dukkansu ba tare da nasan mutuwa sukayi ba ko bacci?,naci gaba da gadin gawarsu ba tare da nasan ya akewa gawa ba?,a shekarun da duka duka baifi a koreka daga bakin gawa ba idan kana da gata don kada kaga abinda shekarunka basukai ba. Jadda tazo mana da wani irin gata da muka dinga tunanin wahalarmj ta yanke......ta saida duk komai nata don tazo ta kula damu......ta bamu wani jin dadi wanda ko maamah da tayi silar zuwanmu duniyata tsahon shekarun da mukayi tare da ita bata taba bamu irinsa ba. Saidai sanda muke tsaka d wannan tunanin ashe ragowar kwanakinta na rayuwa yazo qararwa tare damu ajalinta yazo mata a kusa.....ta sake kwanciya ta barmu a wani irin yanayi. Daga sannan muka sake gane meye ma'anar rayuwa?,muna ta tunanin maamah zataji labarin komai......zataji tausayinmu ta dawo garemu amma inaaa......wanda yayi nisa bayajin kira........wata kalma da maqocinmu ya fada a kanta sanda ya dawo daga kudu yace mana ya ganta a can.......taqi barin raina da zuciyata.......har yanzu da ita nake kallonta.......bansan ranar da zata bar zuciyata ba.........maamah dinnan dai da daga qarshe naji duk duniya ba wani abu da nake qyamatar ya kusanci inda muke......itace silar mutuwar abba......ke daya kikasan wannan a duniya......na kamata har sau uku tana ciyar dashi da abubuwan da likita ya hanashi ci saboda suna tunzira ciwonsa.......suna kuma iya sanyawa komai ya faru dashi ciki harda rasa rayuwanshi......a dukk ukun nan dana kamata tayi alqawarin ba zata qara ba.....mantawa takeyi ne......na fahimci abinda ya sanyata take aikata haka ta hirarta da qawarta da har yanxun nake tunanin kamar matar nan harira da suke tare ne......so take ta kashe auren,so take abbanmu ya saketa shi kuma yaqi......tace tana buqatar tayi arziqo,tana buqatar freedom amma yaqi sallamarta....wannan shine dalilinta......shine kuma silar tunzurar ciwonsa har ya kaishi ga kushewarsa......ba ita ta kasheshi ba kenan sabrrrrr?" Yayi mata tambayar da wani irin yanayi daya tsorata sabreen qwarai da gaske.......yanayin da yake tabbatar mata wani abu ne guda daya da yake masa ciwo har yau har gobe a zuciyarsa......salon tambayar data tabbatar ya jima yana so ya yiwa wani dan adam ita......amma rashin jin kowa a matsayin na kusa da zuciyarsa sosai ya sanya ya gaza furtawa kowa,yadda yayi tambayar kaman hankalinsa na neman gushewa daga jikinsa sai ta kama kafadarsa da kyau tana riqewa kuka yana shirin qwace mata......tana jin ashe suna da yawa irinsu wadanda suka rayu cikin wulaqantacciyar rayuwa?......amma dashi dake da sauran uwa a raye........dasu da ba ko daya ga dangi masu tsananin jifa da zumunci waye yafi rashin sa'a.

"Sabrrrr" Ya rigata sakeyin magana duk da tana buqatar magana dashi.

"Idan kika gwada yimin abinda maamah ta yiwa abbana......nima mutuwa zanyi kaman abba.......saboda na fahimci zuciyata irin tashi ce......bamu iya soyayyar qarya ba,bamu iya soyayya da wasa ba,bamu iya yiwa masoyi qaramin riqo ba.......a halittarmu yake.......wannan ya sanya na tsani soyayya na kuma tsani kowacce 'ya Mace......anni ce mace qwaya daya data fara samun qauna irin ta uwa daga gareni bayan faruwar komai......amma hatta da amna bata samu komai daga gareni ba sai sanda naga tana shirin mutuwa ta barmu........bazan jure ba sabrrrrr idan kikace zaki gujeni......bazan iya dauka ba idan kika ce zaki barni sabrrrrr,da gaske nake nima mutuwa zanyi" Ya qarasa fada muryarsa da dukkanin jikinsa suna wani irin rawa,tabbacin ya tabo mikin da baida kamarsa a rayuwarsa.

Gaba daya sai ta rude,ta rasa yadda zatayi dashi,ga wani irin ciwo daya tayar mata wanda baida magani illa itama tabar hawayen idanunta su sauka ko xata rage abinda takeji tsakanin qirjinta zuwa zuciyarta.


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"Kasan wace sabreen din da kake muradin ta tabbata a matsayin taka?". Ta fada muryarta na yayyankewa. Wani kyakkyawan riqo yayi mata yana sakata cikin jikinsa.

"Na sani......na sani,iya abinda kuma na sani a kanta ya isheni yanxu haka......abinda ya ragemin ME YASA WANNAN TSAYAYYAR SABREEN DIN sauri bada kai ta yarda da wannan muhammad jadda din?,shima bana fatan kiban labari,da kaina zan lalubo......duk wanda keda hannu wajen maida sunanki wancan mummunan sunan baxai shaba.....sai na hukuntashi" Ya fada jikinsa na daukar rawa gaba daya.

Luf sukayi a jikin junansu,kowa yana qoqarin controlling yanayinsa,sannu a hankali yanayinsu ya fara daidaita,saidai kuma a hankali taji jikinsa yana daukan wani irin dumi......kafin kace meye wannan zazzafan zazzabi ya rufeshi me tsananin zafin da har cikin fatarta da tsokarta takejin zafinsa.

Rudewa tayi sosai,ta fara qoqarin zamewa daga jikinsa tana fadin.

"Zafin yayi yawa......yayi yawa ka bari a samo magani".

"Banaso ki kira mana kowa a gida.......inason kwanakin nan biyu da suka rage nayisu dake.......banason kowa ya shigo tsakani" Ya fadi dumin numfashinsa yana saukar mata saman goshinta. Kai ta girgixa hankalinta yana tashi.

"Jikinka yayi zafi da yawa...akwai buqatar temperature din yayi qasa". Sake sanyata yayi a jikinsa ya lullubeta da kyau

"It's not......haka fever na yake......zai sauka" Ya fada yana lumshe idanunsa duk kuwa da cewa yau zazzabin na daban yake jinsa,don har kusan cikin qasusuwansa yakeji kaman ana karyasu,saidai kwanciyarta a jikinsa yafi masa komai a yanzu haka.

★Shi kadai ya dinga dariya sanda saqon fu'ad ya tarar dashi. Hannu yasa yana shafa kwantaccen sajensa yana duban saqon yana sake karantawa. Wato ko yaya kusanci yakai tsakaninka da iyaye akwai sanda soyayya da matar aure ke diban nasu kason idan kusanci yakai kusanci. Bai taba tunanin akwai sanda fu'ad zai nemi kebewa shi daya ya barsu tsahon kwanaki ba tare da ya buqaci kowa yasan inda yake ba....ko ya rabi kowa ba. A nutse ya maida masa amsa sannan ya juya akalar motar yana komawa gida don bawa anni saqon d'anta. Fitarsa dama kenan daga gidan yana tsammanin zai iya samunsa a wani gurin,amma yanayin amsarsa kawai ya tabbatar masa ba zai ganshi ba koda ya shiga neman nasa.

Suna dab da kammala kalbar da amna kewa annin ya shiga parlor din,yadda ya barsu a daxun haka ya samesu,kowa zaune yana sabgar gabanshi.

"Anni.......sai kisa haquri,ba zaki samu ganin yaronki ba sai Thursday a airport,haka yacemin" Ya fada yana daga kafadunsa. Maganan farouq taja hankalin maamah duk da bata waiwaya sashensu ba bata kuma nuna taji abinda suke tattaunawa ba,ta riqe waya kawai a hannunta kaman tana daddannawa amma maganganunsu take saurara.

Qaramin murmushi anni ta saki,iya bada saqon da yayi a gaban maamah dinma ya wadatar mata,tabbas zai isar mata da wani muhimmin saqo,duk da ta san farouq din ya fadi ne kawai ba tare da wani nufi ko wata manufa ba,ya fada ne kanshi tsaye.

"Indai suna lafiya alhamdulillah,lafiyarsu tafimin komai" Sosai maganar ta soki maamah,ta tattaro wani yawu me tauri ta hadiye da qyar tana qoqarin daidaita numfashinta.

"Na rantse da Allah yadda kika dasa baqinciki cikin rayuwata.....saina dasa miki fiye dashi a taki rayuwar......indai har ban aikata haka ba lallai ba shakka ni mariya 'yar zina nake" Ta fada cikin zuciyarta wata wutar daukan fansa tana ruruwa cikin zuciyarta. A yanzun inda za'a bata bindiga.....aka ce ta kashe maqiyinta qwaya daya da tafi tsana a duniya.....to xata nemo harsasai guda biyu ne,ta kashe Alhaji hamza da ameenatu.....harsashinta na ukun kuwa muddin ya samu to sabreen ce ta gaba. Tayi imanin bariki ce zallah......zallar barikice ta sanyata janye mata yaro,wannan dukka plans din yarinyar ne,ita ta shirya ta tsara ta kuma gabatar,amma indai da numfashi a gangar jikinta saita gaya fahimtar da ita tazarar shekaru a rayuwa ba qarya bace,dukkan wanda ya rigaka kwana dole zai rigaka tashi.

Har tana niyyar miqewa ta wuce dakinta,don ba abinda take gani a parlor din face abinda zai daga mata hankali yakuma sake tunzura mata zuciya,sai ga musaddiq ya shigo. Ta dauka itace mutum na farko da zai fara gani,tayi zaton itace ta farko da zai fara zarcewa wajenta,saidai gaba daya hankalinsa yana kansu anni.

"Lalala....waye ya saki kitso?" Musaddiq ya fada yana fito da idanunsa waje ba tare daya lura anni takewa kitson ba. Kwabe fuska kuwa tayi tana nuna anni da bata ganinta da comb din hannunta.

"Nice nan dan gidanku" Anni ta fada tana hade rai,saidai kuma qasan hade ran nata murmushi ne boyayye a kwance da zaka iya karantarsa.

"Ai banga ke bace" Ya fada yana shafa kansa yana saukar da ganinsa qasa gami da qoqarin boye damuwarsa.

"Maza ka qarasa sakaltata.....tunda shi wancan yayi gudun hijira......nidai wallahi karku sakani cikin masu yiwa mijin da zata aura bayanin sangartacciyar da zai aura ahto" Farouq ya fada yana miqewa gami da jifan musaddiq da harara.

"Basai kun wahalar da kanku ba BB.......mijin yafi kowa fahimtar wacece ita.... Lafiya qalau ba wanda zaiji bari ya gani" Musaddiq ya fada kansa tsaye yana aje dubansa kan fuskar amna. Maganan yadan tabata,sai ya hade mata da jin nauyi,bakinta yayi murus tayi qasa da idanunta tana tsaga kalban anni din. Ganin haka sai shima ya juya xai fita,sai a sannan subutar bakin da yayi ya dawo masa.


"Kan uban buhun babbakun bala'i" Maamah ta fada tana jin numfashinta kamar zai tsinke daga hunhunta yayi qaura yabar gangar jikinta. Ba ita kadai ba,kusan duk wanda yake wajen ya dauki haske,saidai nasu kyawawan zukatan cika sukayi da farinciki duk da basu nuna hakan kai tsaye ba.

"Kai musaddiqu!" Maamah ta fusgi sunansa da wani irin sauti sanda yake bin bayan farouq xasu fice a falon. Farouq din bai dakata ba ya fice abinsa,sai musaddiq daya tsaya sannan ya dawo da baya.

"Ban ganki ba kina falon ashe.....barka da yamma".

"Don uban banka ta yaya dama zaka ganni?,ai ba zaka taba ganina ba daman tunda idaniyarku ta jima a kulle,amma aidaka shigo kaga qannen uwarka da yayyen uwarka rututu ko?". Maganan ta masa nauyi qwarai,bayaso kuma taci gaba a haka,don yasan inda qarshen maganar xata tsaya.

"Ba'a canzawa tuwo dai suna wallahi.....komai tsahon xamani da shudewarsa dole abar masa sunansa.....dole kuma abar masa siffa da kamarsa........kasan me yasa na tsaidaka?" Ta tafi Kai tsaye ga abinda yake tsunkulin zuciyarta.

"Inaso na gaya maka ka shaidawa dan uwannaka........ban haifi yaron da xai yiwa kansa zabin matar aure ba,yadda na kawoku duniya ba tare da shawarinku ba......haka zan zabawa kowanne days a cikinku kalar macen da tayimin.....ba kuma uban daya isa ya hanani tunda ba adopting naku nayo ba,haka ba tsintoku nayi ba.......mutum ya sabamin kuma daidai nake dana tsine masa albarka sai me?,da can ma aina rayu babu shi......tashi ka bani waje shashasha wand baisan gurin dake masa ciwo ba". Tsam ya miqe kamar yadda ta buqata,zuciyarsa na masa wani irin bugu kaman zata balle qirjinsa ta fito,a haka ya lalubi hanya ya fice yana fatan samun wadayacciyar iska da tafi ta parlor din yawa.

Ko sanda zata gama da farouq tuni anni ta jima da wucewa dakinsu ita da amna,suna shiga anni ta maida qofar ta rufe,idanunta zube saman fuskar amna da yanayi na tuhuma take kallonta.

"Amna!,kalleni da kyau!!" Anni ta fada adan tsawace tana budewa amna dukka girman idanunta,abinda bai taba faruwa ba tsakaninsu.

"Akwai wata alaqa ta daban bayan ta yaya da qanwarsa tsakaninki da musaddiq?" A dan tsorace amna ta daga kai ta kalli anni,wani irin tsoron annin ya mamayeta abinda bata taba ji ba a kanta tunda ta haifeta. Koda cikin tsoro take muddin anni na gefenta tana samun aminci,amma yau annin ce abar tsoron da kanta.

"Tambayarki nakeyi kinyi tsaye kina qaremin kallo" Anni ta fada bayan ta lura da yadda zuciyar amna kr bugawa. Ba zuciyar amna kawai ba,itama tata zuciyar bugawa takeyi......tana bugawa bawai don tsoron mariya ko tsoron abinda zata iyayi bane.....aah,tana bugawa ne saboda tsoron fitina. Bata qaunar wata fitinar sam a shekarunta da suka fara turawa,ko a yanzunma a haka addu'a take Ubangiji ya ganar da mariya......yasa ta fahimci rayuwa a zahirin yadda take.

"Bab......babbu anni"

"Kin tabbatar?" Ta sake tsareta da tambayar tana dage girarta duka sama. Kai ta gyada mata a sanyaye,ba kuma don wai tana da tabbacin ba.

"Idanma baki da tabbacin inaso ki samoshi a duk inda yake,gina alaqa mukeso ayi bawai a sake rusata da sabuwar matsala ba" Tana kaiwa nan ta wuce cikin dakin tabar amna da tarin nazarce nazarce cikin kwanyarta,tsoro da fargaba suna cikata,tana jin kamar wani farinciki yana dab da barin rayuwarta.

★Tsakanin jiya da yau gaba daya zazzabinnasa kusan cikin jikinta yayishi,jinyar tasa da komai nasa ya nadeta ya hanata aiwatar da komai,sallah kawai ke tashinsu. Duk wani motsi nasa idan ta kalleshi labarinsa ke mata yawo,duk da tanajin akwai ragowar side da bai gama cika ba,tana tsananin buqatar jin yadda anni ta iya riqon kafaffen mutum irin fuad ta maidashi cikakken mutum haka ta ruwan sanyi,tanata jera labaran nasu......tanason banbance shi da ita waye yafi wani fuskantar qalubale?.

Ta wani fannin gaba daya ya aza mata nauyinsa,ya narke mata ya zama wani shagwababbe shagwababbe za'ace?. Wannan narkewar tasa kuma ta fahimci yana sake amfani da ita ne yana