dinkin. Ko baka santa ba tsakanin a wannin nan idan ka kalli fuskarta zakasan tayi kalar kukan da bata taba irinsa ba.

Idanunsa ya maida kan Dr fadwa,likitan da sai da tazo ya tuna ya taba saninta a Egypt,ta taba dubashi da yayi wani zazzabi,hankalinta kuma da nutsuwarta shine abinda ya sanya ya bata daman bashi magani.

"Welcome sir" Ta fada cikin girmamawa. Kai ya gyada yaja kujera yana zama hankalinshi a kanta. Daga kallon da yayi mata ta fahimci qarin bayani yake nema. Dama kuma dole akwai buqatar masa qarin bayanin don ta fahimci kaman yana cikin mazan nan marasa haquri akan abinda ya shafi janibin auratayya.

"Mun kammala,anyi mata stitches.....but please sir,tana buqatar hutu na koda 3to 4 weeks kafin a sake tabata,saboda a bawa dinkin daman warkewa yadda ya kamata". Ido ya lumshe sannan ya bude yana jinjina kai.

"Mun gode....ta yaya zaa biyaki?".

"Madam ta biya sir.....Allah ya qara lafiya" Kai ya jinjina yana girmama qaunarsu da anni. Tsantsar kulawa da qauna irin wadda akasan uwa kadai take da wannan zuciyar. Komai idan ya kama qoqari takeyi tayi musu shi ba tare data jira yin kowa ko cewar kowa ba.

Tatttare kayanta tayi ta fice taja musu qofar.



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𝙋𝘼𝙂𝙀 79


79


A hankali ya dauke dubansa daga kan qofar zuwa inda take zaune. Idanunsa ya zuba mata yana jin akwai wani boyayyen abu ciki rayuwarta,wadanne irin masharrantan mutane ne tattare da ita haka?,wadanda ba zasu iya fadin alkhairi a kanta ba?,wadanda ba zasu iya suturta aibunta ba a sanda akazo bincike a kanta ba?. Idan bai manta ba,ya samu tabbacin cikin wadanda suka bada shaida a kanta harda matar babanta,sanda yake jaddadawa abdul haleem bayason fake bincike,baya son kuma gurbataccen shaidu.

"Wacece a cikinsu?" Ya tambayi kansa da kansa yana takawa gabanta,tausayi da wata irin mahaukaciyar qauna tata tana hudashi. A yanzun yana jin a shirye yake da duk wani mutum da zai taba rayuwarta,a shirye yake ya bada dukkan abinda ya mallaka a kanta.....in fact a yadda ta zame masa mahadin numfashi a yanxun......ba dukiyarsa kadai ba.....hatta da rayuwarsa a shirye yake ya bata ita. Yana jin ya shirya kame duk wani wanda ya bada shaidar banza a kanta,ya shirya tuhumarsu ko su waye....komai yawansu.....komai kuma kusancin dake tsakaninsu da ita.

A jikinta takejin wanzuwarsa a wajen,wannan ya sanya ta sake zabar ci gaba da rufe idanunta,har ya iso gefanta,ya zame kan gwiwoyinsa yana aza qarfinsa akai. Hannusa ya miqa ya kamo tattausan tafin hannunta,ta motsa da sauri ta nufin zamewa amma ya rigata,ya kamo hannun nata da daya hannun ya saka tsakiyar hannayensa yana duban rufaffen idonta. Dukka kalamansa sun gama qwace masa,komai ya auno sai yaji bai hau mizanin bada haquri ba....amma hakanan zaici gaba da gwadawa don ya shirya karbar ko meye daga gareta hannu bibbiyu.

" Can you feel any pain or discomfort?" Ya tambayeta kaman zai maida idanunshi cikin fuskarta. Shuru ne ya zame masa amsa,bata ko motsa ba ballantana ta nuna tasan da ita yake. Sake matsa hannunta yayi kadan a tausashe,ya motsa labbansa yace

"Sabrrrrr" Nan ma shuru ba wani motsi ko amsa. Jawo hannun nata yayi kadan,ya kuma matso dashi ya dora tafin hannun nata saman qirjinsa saitin zuciyarsa.

Tabbas har cikin jininta taji bugun zuciyarsa.....kaman yadda dumin cikin hannunsa da wanda taji cikin qirjinsa ya tabbatar mata da zazzafan zazzabin da yakeyi,amma ko daya sai taji bataji tausayinsa ba.

"Im filled with regret for what i did,am truly sorry......please kice wani abu man" Ya fadi cikin zaquwar ji daga gareta,amma still ba wani canji. Shurunta sai yaji yana kasheshi har cikin tsokar zuciyarsa,shirunta sai yaji yana masa wani irin ciwo......baya fatan ta zama me hukunci da shuru wanda kusan halinsa kenan,ya kuma san ciwon hakan.

"Sabrrrr......I'll do everything to prevent it on the future nayi alqaw....." Future din daya fada shi ya sanyata janye hannunta sa wani irin sauri,saidai kuma kash zafin namansa ya qure nata,kafin ta samu daman boye hannun ya sake kamoshi yana jin wani nisa da takeson haifarwa tsakaninsu. Cikin yanayi na karaya ya sake aza tafin hannun nata saman kuncinta,ya kuma dora kansa akai kaman wanda ya samu pillow

"My heart was beaten past sabrrrrr........zata iya bugawa wallahi......please sabr say something mana......"

"Ka qyaleniiiiii....." Ta fada cikin daga murya tare da wani irin sautin kuka wanda yayi daidai da shigowar anni. Tsaiwa tayi cak tana dubansa,kaman zata koma sai kuma ta tuna da zancan Dr fadwa,don haka ta qaraso cikin,amma ta dauke kai kaman bataga abinda ya faru ba. Idanunsa ya aza kan annin,sai ya janye jikinsa daga wajen yana komawa inda dr fadwa ta tashi wajen data ajiye documents din da tayi rubutu a ciki.

"Daughter" Ta kira sabreen a hankali wadda ke qoqarin boye hawayenta da mode na fuskarta.

"Naam" Ta amsa tana murmushi

"Akwai ciwo ko ya ragu?,idan akwai tace tayi prescribing wasu magunguna,ta tura ta pharmacy dinsu zaa karbo ko a kawo miki".

" Akwai ragowa" Ta fadi tana jin yadda gurin ya daddaure mata

"Zai daina in sha Allah" Maida kallonta tayi kansa.

"Ka hada mata kayanta da duk zata buqata......zatayi matsa zuwa dakina,zan kula da ita zuwa sanda ciwon zai warke" Anni ta fada adan dake. Da mamaki ya kalli annin yana jin rashin dadi yana saukar masa,abun sam bai masa ba,yana ganin kamar shi yafi cancanta a bari yayi jinyarta,yayin da sabreen taji kamar an mata rahama,wani sanyi ya fara sauka saman zuciyarta.....zata matsa daga kusa dashi......zata bada rata me yawan gaske kuwa tsakaninsu,tana jin sai taso ma zata bari idanunsa ya hadu da nata,tabbas da wannan damar zatayi amfani tayi nesa dashi,nisan da zai fara tun daga yanzu har kuma abada

_uhmmm.....sabreen,anya me jadda zai bari kuwa?,to dai zami gani_


Kaman yadda ani ta buqata haka ya hada mata kayan,yana kallo anni ta kamata a hankali har suka fice a dakin. Ba jimawa ta dawo ta dauki luggage din nata ta sake fita,sai ya koma ya fada saman Kujera kaman wanda baida laka a jikinsa. Dakin yake bi da kallo,sai yake ganin dakin ya masa wani mugun fili kaman an dauke wani abu da yaci gurbi me yawa a dakin.

Hannunsa ya kutsa cikin sumar kansa yana fidda numfashin daya qara zama me zafi saboda zazzabin jikinsa. Wannan zaman bazai masa ba,yana jin kaman bazai iya kwana a dakin shi daya ba,kaman ya masa girma,abinda bai taba ji ba kenan tunda yake kwana a daki shi daya ba sai yau.

Wayarsa ta dake gefe ce ta dauki ringing,kaman bazai daga ba amma ya daure ya miqa hannu,anni ce,a sanyaye ya daga yana fatan ba wani abun bane da zai sake sanya nisa tsakaninsa da sabreen din ba

"Ka nema magani kasha kaima jikinka akwai zazzabi". Da qyar ya motsa labbansa yana fadin

"To" Ta katse wayar ya sauke shima yana jinjinawa da kulawa tare da damuwa da lamarinsu irin na anni.

Hannu ya dafa zai miqe ya aza hannunsa kan takardar da Dr fadwa ta rubuta,ya dauketa zummar sauya mata waje,idanunsa suka sauka kan sunanta.

"Ameenatu Ahmad" Ya furta sunan a fili

"Is her real name ameenatu?" Ya tambayi kansa a mamakance. Ajiyar zuciya ya sauke me qarfi,wani abune da bai taba sani ba sai yau

"Ya rahman" Ya furta a karye. Duk wata me suna ameena darajarta daban yake a ranta,kima da mutuncinta ya zarta na sauran mata a wajensa duka dalilin anni. Koda list aka kawo masa idanunsa ya sauka kan sunan ameena yana fara tsinceta daban kafin kowa.

"Ameenatu" Ya maimaita sunan can qasan maqoshinsa yana jin wani abu me matuqar qarfi yana kwaranya tare da jinin jikinsa zuwa zuciyarsa da kowanne sashe na jikinsa. Qarfin abun yana jin kamar yafi qarfinsa da gasken gaske bare ya tareshi.



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𝙋𝘼𝙂𝙀 80



80


A daddafe ya nemi magani yasha,har cikin ransa yake ji tabbas Allah yana sonshi,ubangiji na qaunarsa......bai debe komai da kowa daga hannunsa ba......Allah ya dubeshi,ya killace masa ita da wani irin tsaro da bai taba tunanin wanzuwarsa a tattare da ita ba. Duk da ciwon kansa sai ya samu kansa da tashi ya wuce toilet,qarfe daya saura na dare,ya daura alwala ya dawo ya shimfida abun salla ya kabbara salla. Raka'a biyu rak yayi amma sun kasance masu tsaho sosai,kuka sosai yakeyi cikin sujjadarsa cikin godewa Allah da kuma yaba karamci irin nasa. Ya sake imani da karamcin ubangiji me girma da fadi ne,ya masa wani irin ba zata mara misali da bai taba kawota ba.

Duk kusan inda ya juya fadi dakin yake sakeyi masa,wani irin emptiness yakeji cikin dakin qirjinsa dama zuciyarsa.....wata irin kewa da bai taba jin irinta akan kowacce halitta ba sai a kanta,duk shudewar daqiqa daya tana dawo masa ne da yammacin zaice ko darensu na daxu. Ya zuqi numfashi ya fesar yana jin kaman daren yayi masa nisan da gari bazai waye ba ballantana ya sake ganinta. Bayajin baya ga anni akwai wanda zai masa hakan......bazai lamunci wani ya rabasu koda kuwa na qiftawan ido ne.

"Me yasa ban dauketa ba kafin anni takai ga yanke wannan hukuncin?" Ya tambayi kansa yana jin ciwon nisan data masa. Hannunsa yakai kan qirjinsa daidai inda faffadan qirjin nasa ya manne da nata a dazu.

"Beautiful" Ya furta yana shafa labbansa bayan ya tuna kyan gurin ga qayatarwarsa. A cike suke kuma a tsaye da wani irin shape me jan hankali,ba wata alama data nuna hannu ya taba kawa wajen koda na kwanaki qalilan ne. Wani numfashin ya sake fitarwa........ Yaji yana buqatar sanin duk wani me mummunar shaida a kanta.....yanason sake tusa bincikensa.......yaji yana shaawar bin kowanne diddigi na rayuwarta....koda bata gaya masa da kanta ba dole zaiyi wannan aikin. Bayason kunnuwansa da zuciyarsa su dinga tuna masa maganganun daya gaya mata

"Kyakkyawar Kalma sadaka ce" Ya tuna wani sahihin hadisin ma'aiki akan furta kalma me kyau ga dan uwanka musulmi. Baisan me yasa yake kasa controlling anger dinsa a kanta ba,baisan me yasa yake tsananin jin zafin komai daya shafeta ba.....sai a yanzu daya soma tuhumar kansa da fadawa soyayya a sanda baisan ita bace saboda mummunar shaidar da ya yiwa soyayyar. Yaga mata kala kala da suka kawo kansu gareshi.....mata iri iri dake da wata irin qazamtacciyar rayuwa,amma bai taba jin zafin rayuwar da suke ciki ba saboda ya bawa kansa amsa da baya da issue dasu,bugu da qari ma su suka jefa kansu suka zabi wannan rayuwar.

Daga daren zuwa wayewar gari ya zame masa wani zamani daban me zaman kansa......kamar ba tazarar awanni bane kawai a tsakaninsu. Yayi sallar asuba cikin daki ne karon farko da zai iya tuna sanda hakan ya faru,ya kuma ci gaba da zama a wajen yana hailala istigfari,salatin annabi kaman yadda ya saba,sannan ya zarce da karanta wasu shafuka cikin qur'ani. Sanda ya rufe mas hafin qur'anin daga kan tab dinsa da yayi karatun dashi gari ya soma haske. A irin wannan lokacin yakan fita gym ne,amma a yanzu baya da wannan kuzarin da zai iya fita ko ina,fatansa kawai gari ya qarasa haske yaji motsin su annin ya samu chance na ganinta.

Kansa ya aje gefan gadon yana lumshe idanunsa,hannunsa saman kayanta da tun daren daya zaresu ya watsar bai iya kwashesu ba. Yamutsasu yakeyi cikin tafin hannunsa a hankali wani sabon feeling na sake shigarsa. Kowacce safiya sassanya irin wannan yakanyi fama da irin wannan yanayin tun asali can dama......a yanzun sai abun ya zama double,ya jawo vest din da bra din duka ya cusa a hancinsa yana shaqar sassanyan qamshin nan daya dasa masa tarihi cikin rayuwarsa.
(Tsokaci:- Mostly maza suna samun feeling sosai daidai wannan time din,saiki kula da buqatar mijinki,ko yaro gareki namiji koda qarami wanda bai balaga ba daga lokacin zuwa wayewar gari ki lura da kyau,indai tsiraicinsa yana dagawa a irin wannan lokacin to tabbas lafiyayye ne,idan kuma kikaga akasin hakan to sai a fara nema masa magani).

Ba abind qamshin ke sake masa sai qara tada zaune tsaye,kaman ya shide kayan cikin hancinsa haka yakeji,ya tattarasu ya mannesu a qirjinsa yana qoqarin baiwa kansa haquri.

Baisan sanda wani irin bacci yayi awon gaba dashi ba,wanda ya cika da mafarkanta kala kala,ko wanne waje suna tare cikin shauqattancen yanayi me tafiyar da hankali,da wani irin yanayi mai tafiyar da hankali.

Koda ya farka yanayin daya samu kansa a ciki ya sabbaba masa sake wani wankan ibadan,sannan yayi gama garin wanka ya fito daure da towel yana duban a gogo. Baisan wanne aiki yayi haka ba da har yunwa ke zaqalqalar cikinsa,saidai duk da yunwar da yakeji ganinta yana jin yafi masa cin abincin muhimmanci.

A nutse ya shirya cikin wasu pajama masu dogon hannu butter colors da aka yiwa adon gold color din zare da mix din baqi dan kadan daga gaban rigar da tambarin kamfanin Louise Vuitton. Fuskarsa tayi fresh sosai da wani irin sassanyan yanayi a kanta. Yadda ya gyara sumarshi ya sake zama very calm guy,idanun nan dake da wani irin sirri sun rissuna sosai,ya feshe jikinsa da sassanyan turarukansa yana sake maida dubansa ga agogo.

Karfe sha biyu harda wasu mintuna akai agogon qasar Maldives. Yayi mamakin tsahon lokacin da yaci yana baccin,sai ya maida turaren ya zura flip flops masu taushi da suka dace da adon gaban rigar. Idan ka kalleshi zaka dauka wani guri zai fita ne,haka yake,yana da wani irin tsari da koda cikin gida yayi wanka zaka ganshi neat very well dressed.

A nutse ya murza qofan dakin yana fita parlor din,ba kowa a ciki bama motsin kowa,sai ya taka zuwa saitin dakin anni yana duban dakinsu farouq dake alamta masa har yanzu basu dawo ba.

A nutse yayi knocking,yayi tsai yana irga adadin gudun zuciyarsa tare da raya abubuwa da yawa da zasu iya faruwa cikin dakin.

"Shigo mana" Anni dake fitowa daga toilet ta fada.

Koda bataji muryarsa ba ta tabbatar shine yake knocking qofar,abinda ya sanyata gyara zamanta sosai saman wani tattausan carpet dan madadaici da anni ta shimfida mata ta zauna a kai.

Boubou gown ne a jikinta mai taushi ta asalin 'yar qasar Egypt wadda tafe da mayafinta. Milk color ne da adon lime green a jiki daya sake qawata yadin rigar. Gashinta na tattare waje guda ta kuma daureshi da sassauqan dauri da bazai dameta ba. Fuskarta tayi wani irin fayau ta kuma qara haske da glowing,duk da kana ganinta zakasan cewa ba komai saman fatarta tata,ko man arziqi bata shafa ba. Kwana da annin zata iya kiransa wani abu dake cike da baiwa da kulawa,tayi wani bacci da bata taba tunanin zata yishi ba saboda dinkin dake a jikinta. Ta dauka radadin ciwin shi zai fara tagayyarata,ya kuma hana mata baccinta,sai gashi ta samu wani irin bacci hankali kwance cikin kulawar annin da ko yaya ta motsa itama sai ta motsa,idanunta da hankalinta duka yana a kanta.

Umdatul ahkam ne saman cinyarta take duba karatun baya da sukayi da rumasa'u. Annin ta lura bata da waya ko wani abu da zai debe mata kewa,a lokacin Umdatul ahkam din yana hannun annin,taga sabreen din tana yawan kallon littafin,don haka ta tambayeta.

"Ko zaki karanta?" Kai ta dagawa annin a kunyace,tun jiya ta gaza cire kunyar nan da annin tace mata ta cireta,ita ba suruka take a wajenta ba,ita din uwa ce amma ta kasa. Hatta da bubu din jikinta yanzu haka ta annin ce

"Ki amfani da wadannan,saikinfi sakewa yadda dinkin za'a samu ya warke da wuri" Anni tace da ita.

Itace abu na farko da idanunsa suka fara sauka akai. Ya janye dubansa daga kan fuskarta zuwa ga littafin hannunta,haka kawai yaji wani sanyi yana ratsa zuciyarsa,ya motsa labbansa yana yin sallama cike da fatan zata daga kanta ta kalleshi koda ba zata amsa ba,amma maimakon hakan sai anni ta amsa mata tana turr hijabinta data cire kafin shigarta bandakin ta zauna gefan gadon tana nuna masa stool din dressing mirror din gami da karantar yadda dukka hankalinsa yake a kanta tamkar zai wuce gabanta kai tsaye. Ta godewa Alla daya bata basirar dauketa daga dakin.... A matsayinta na babba abinda take gani cikin idanunsa muddin ta barshi da ita tasan dinki koda guda nawa za'ayi mata warkewarsa saita Allah.

Zama yayi saman stool din yana qoqarin maida mode dinsa daidai da yadda ya saba yiwa annin,duk da wata irin kunya dake rugowa da gudu tana dabaibayeshi,ya kasa kallon tsakiyar idanunta yadda ya saba.

"Barka da safiya anni.....ina kwana?" Ya furta yana rusunawa duk da a zaune yake.

"Barka kade......an tashi lpy?" Sassalkar sumarsa ha