artabu akasha ba kadan ba,ko tayi taurin kai yaje mata da dukka qarfinsa,qarfin da sam sam tsakanin nata da nashi baizo daya ba.

"Muhammadu......maida qofar nan ka rufe" Annin ta fada da madaukakin sauti sanda yake dab da bakin qofar parlor din. Cak ya dakata da abinda yakeyi din,ya maida qofar ya kulle kaman yadda anni ta buqata,ya dawo kuma a hankali cikin parlor din yana laluben wajen zama. Gangar jiki duka da zuciya sai yakejin kaman ba tasa ba,zafin zazzabi yana ci gaba da lullubeshi yana raunana jikinsa,saidai yadda kunyar anni ta rufeshi tafi masa nauyi akan zazzabin.

A mamakance take isa gaban gadon

"Ikon Allah" Tafada qasan ranta,wato ita dake lissafin ganin result ta hanyar dauka jika,ashe karatunma sai yanzu aka farashi?.

Sautin muryar anni cikin dakin sai tayi fatan inama qasa zata tsage ta wuce ciki?,yanzun yana da tsaurin idanun kiran ummansa taga barnar da yayi?,wanne irin terere ne wannna yaja musu?,anni fa.....anni,ya manta surukarta ce?,ya manta akwai kunya me girma tsakaninsu?.

"Subhanallah......ya salam" Anni ta.maimaita wannan karon a sarari saboda jinin data gani muraran daya wuce wanda ta hanga daba bakin qofa. Dukka jikinta yayi sanyi sosai,ta tabbata babban barna muhammad din yayi.

"Sannu......tashi a hankali ki qarasa bandaki" Anni ta fada tana kamata da tsananin takatsantsan ta yadda zafin ciwukan jikinta ba zasu dameta da yawa ba.

Wata siririyar qara sabreen din ta saki,qafafunta kuma suka lanqwashe tilas ta koma ta kwanta duk da anni riqe take da ita. Hawaye ne ke fita ta gefen fuskarta,tsananin tausayinta ya kama anni. Bata taba kawowa muhammad xai gwada rashin haquri irin haka ba,dole yarinyar tana buqatar motsawa ta gyara jikinta kafin ma a samu bakin zaren gane iya adadin barnar data afku.

Yana daga falon amma.yana iya hangensu saboda a bude anni tabar qofar,uwa uba yana zaune saitin wajen,saidai yayi kaman bashi a wajen.

"Muhammadu" Anni ta kirashi kai tsaye,ya amsa yana tasowa. Idanunshi a kanta yana sauraren bayanin anni.

"Akwai ruwa me dumi a toilet.......ka kaita ta gyara jikinta tukunna.....ina zuwa" Anni ta fada tana nufar qofa don itama zuwa yanzun kunyar ke neman kayar da ita.

Hakan yayi masa,yabi bayan annin ya maida qofar ya murza key,sannna ya tako zuwa ciki yana nade hannun rigarsa. Sai yanxu kwanyarsa ta fara dawowa aiki,bazai kuma saurareta ba zaiyi kaman yadda anni tace,zaiyi yadda ya dace,dom haka yana qarasawa gabanta ya sanya hannu ya dauketa cak kaman jaririya haihuwar yau,ya lullubeta cikin qirjinsa yana wuce toilet din da ita.

Yana jin yadda ta damqe hannuwansa da kyau,da alama haushin dake cikin zuciyarta ne takejin kamar riqon tsaurinta a garesa zai sassauta abinda labbanta da bakinta ba zasu iya fada a yanzu ba.

Sake yaye mata dukka suturar jikinta yayi,ta sake runtse ido abun yana mata zafi. Cikin wasu mintuna jikinta ya zama bayyananne a wajensa?,yana qare mata kallo haka kanshi tsaye da kaifafan idanunsa da takejinsu a kanta?.

"Bazan kalleki ba indai har bakison hakan.....zan kulle idanuna har saikin bani izinin na budesu" Haushi da takaici suka lullubeta,harara takeson jefa masa zazzafa amma bataji idanunta suna a daidai din da zai ga harara tata yadda ya kamata. Banda ya raina mata wayo yana tsare yana qare mata kallo da wani irin yanayi dake qara kashe masa gangar jiki.....amma kuma yana gaya mata zai kulle idanunsa?, daga baya kenan wai anyi sadaka da karuwa ta furta a ranta.

Sake dagata yayi cak ba kuma bata lokaci ya sakata cikin bathtub din da anni ta hada ruwa me dumi qwarai. Wahalalliyar qara ta saki da muryarta dake nuna duka qarfinta ya qare.

"Ka sakeni....ka cireni a ciki" Ta fada hawaye na layi bibbiyu akan fuskarta. Wani irin narkewa zuciyarsa tayi da tsananin tausayinta da bai taba jin irinsa akan kowacce diya mace ba idan ka cire anni da amna. Saidai ko kafin ma yayi mata yadda tace ta sake masa wani zazzafan cizo a hannunsa dake dafe da tub din.

"Ouch!" Ya fada yana runtse idanunsa saboda tsananin cizon data sakar masa. Ware manyan idanunsa dinnan yayi a kanta bayan ya budesu,idanun da bataji komai tsahon xamani zata iya mance memory din daya aje mata a yau. Labbansa ya motsa yana jin zafin zazzabin har cikin idanunsa,to amma yanayin daya sakata a ciki yafi komai da yakeji ciwo. Ya sani ya shigeta ne da duk wani qarfinsa,yana tsammanin samunta budaddiyar hanya ga kowa......sai abun yazo masa a wata irin bazata a sanda bazai iya controlling din kansa ba kuma

"I'm truly sorry for the pain I've caused" Ya fada da wani irin calmness cikin muryarsa,sai ya sanya hannu yana cirota daga bathtub din,yana jin bazai juri barinta tana jin abinda takeji din ba......baisan girman pain din ba bare ya kwatantashi,saidai koma meye ya tabbatar radadinsa ya wuce wasa.

Bedside drawer ta isa tsigar jikinta na sake tashi gana girgiza kai da jinjina barnar data tabbatar ba qarama yayi ba,wayarta ta dauka ta duba last call dinta. Qawarta da suka rabu dazu hajja saudat ta kira.

"Kuna da wata gynecologist ne mace da zata iya home service kuwa?" Anni ta tambayeta kai tsaye.

"Eh akwai.....'yar qasar syria ce.....tana da kirki sosai fadwa haleem".

"Na gode.....kimin magana da ita please,ki bata address na gidana.....if possible tunda bamu da nisa kada ta wuce one hour"

"In sha Allah kusa muke ai"

"Na gode" Anni ta fada tana katse kiran. Farouq ta koma kira,saidai kira har biyu bai daga ba,sai ana ukun sannan ya daga yana sosa kai.

"Ku kwana a can,ku biyasu kudin kwana daya.....but kakaimin amna gidan saudat acan nakeso ita din ta kwana"

"Okay.....in sha Allah" Farouq ya amsa shima yana jin dadin hakanma da tace,don shi kansa a yanzu ji yake ya zama surukinta,ina ga fuad din. Yadai tabbatar ba zasu qarke lafiya ba idan ya dawo hayyacinsa,to amma wa suke dashi sama da anni?,itace qawarsu abokiyarsu kuma.


_uhmmmm....tofa,sabreen naga kin dauki zafi da yawa=??=??.....amma dai muje zuwa_



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Da wani irin yanayi yake wanke mata kowanne sashe na jikinta da ruwan shower gel din. Wani kuka take saki kawai tana ji har a ranta ya gama da ita,bata da wani sauran qarfi da zata dakatar dashi ko guda daya,cizo kam ta masa shi har batasan adadi ba,amma ko a fuska baya nuna mata yaji zafinsa bare akai ga dakatawa da abinda yakeyi,tamkar ma ba jikinsa take ciza ba,idan ta saka bakinta ma tsaiwa yakeyi har sai ta cire don kanta. Shi kadai yasan me yake sake ji cikin jikinsa,ji yakeyi kaman baiyi komai bama,wani sabon feeling ke taso masa saboda santsin shower gel din dake sassan hannuwansa wanda da tafin hannu kawai yake dauraye mata jikin ba tare daya nema loofah ba. Kafin ya gama wanketa launin idanunshi sun sake canzawa sosai,numfashinsa yana masa nauyi tsakanin qirjinsa da hunhunsa,inda zai samu....inda zai yuwu yana buqatar sake kasancewa tare da ita ko yaya ne.....koda na mintuna kadanne,amma shi kansa yasan yadda take a yanzu dole tana buqatar medical care. Bai taba jin ya zama addicted to wani abu ba irin wannan abun,cikin qasa da wasu awanni qalilan yana jin kamar an halicci abunne sabodashi shi kadai.

Hannunsa ya sanya ya riqo qugunta bayan ya fiddota daga bathtub din. Idanunta yake kalla sosai wadanda suka rine saboda azabar kuka. Taqi kallonsa ta kuma sanya duka hannuwanta biyu tana turashi baya,amma ko motsi baiyi ba bare tasa ran zai matsa. Yadda takejin dumin fitar numfashinsa a rarrabe yana sake dasa mata matsanancin tsoronsa,shigen wannan yanayin taji daga gareshi dazu,a yanzun idan yace zai maimaita abinda yayi dazun ta tabbatar saidai ta taqaitawa kanta wahala kawai tayi sallama da duniya......ita kadai tasan abinda takeji,ita kadai tasan radadin da takeji yana ratsata a duk wani motsi da zatayi.

"Sabrrrrr....." Ya fada da sautin dake kama da rad'a,wani irin narkakken sauti dake da amo na can qasan maqoshi,idanunsa cike fal da wata irin mahaukaciyar soyayya da baiyi zaton cikin zuciyar tasa akwai wani space daya ragewa wata halitta ba.

Kanta ta dauke gefe,maganganu takeson gasa masa amma tana jin idan ta tsaya ta maida masa koda kalma daya ma yana da wannan darajar ashe?.

"Sabreeennn" Wannan karon ya kira sunanta full da wani irin sassanyan kuma kwantaccen sauti. Idonta ta lumshe tana mamakin jin sunan yau radam saman bakinsa,kiran sunansa a bakinsa daban yake da yadda kowa ke kiranta,kaman yadda komai nashi yake daban haka furucin sunanta a bakinsa.....amma kuma zuciyarta saita ture hakan,haushinsa ya taso ya maye gurbin wannan.

"I know.....nayi abubuwa masu yawa......na bata miki rai da yawa......na gaya miki maganganu masu yawa......i hurt you.....i really hurt you even...." Sai ya kasa qarasawa saboda yadda zuciyarsa take rauni.

"Na bata miki da yawa.....na sani,but dukan abinda nayi shine akan hujja da evidence da binciken da nayi wanda yazo da negative reviews......sabrrrr" Ya sake kiranta a karo na uku yana sake zube qwayoyin idanunsa dake cike da shauqi a kanta,yana jin kamar ya dauketa ya bude qirjinsa ya boyeta,yana jin kamar ya hadiyeta ya huta da abinda yakeji qasan zuciyarsa.

Ganin da gaske ba zata kalleshi ba sai ya sanya hannu qasan habarta yana juyo da fuskarta. A zafafe ta qwace tana hadiye kukan daya taso mata,ba abinda take muradi a yanzun irin ya sake mata qugunta tayi nesa dashi,ya gama kalle komai da komai nata.....wannan laifin nasa batasan yadda zata gogeshi ba.

Sake kamo fuskar yayi ta qwace,sai kawo ya jawota cikin jikinsa ya mata wata kyakkyawar runguma. A karo na biyu fatar jikinsu ta sake haduwa guri daya,wani qaton numfashi ya qwace mata,kaman yadda qaramin yaron da yasha kuka kan saki ajiyar zuciya sanda ya samu kyakkyawar runguma da lallashi daga wajen mamansa.

"My heartfelt apologies" Ya sake fada da wani sassanyan sauti me tada tsigar jiki yana miqa hannu ya sake musu ruwa saman kansu shi da ita. Saukar ruwan ya sake tayar masa da abinda yakeji ninkin na dazu,abinda ya qarasa gigitashi kenan,ya dagata yana hadeta da bangon toilet din,ya fara abubuwan da yasan zai samu sauqi da sassaucin abinda yakeji.

Wani irin tsoro ne ya sake kamata,takaici da baqincikin yadda yake sarrafa jikinta yadda yaga dama,sai ta sake sakin kuka me sauti tana sake tureshi dakai masa duka da siraran tafin hannunsa. Ba abinda yaji saiji da yayi ma kaman tana sake zugashi,sautin kukanta kawai yake iya ji daya sake zame masa kaman zuga zugi,don sai ya dinga jin kaman kukan wani abu daban takeyi bana baqinciki ba,deep inside yasan na baqinciki ne,but bazai iya qyaleta ba ko yaya......yana buqatar samun sassauci koda baiyi me gaba daya ba,yanajin zuciyarsa da rayuwarsa tana sake mannuwa da ita,yana jin kamar duk wani fitar numfashinsa ya ta'allaqa da ita ne.

Sai daya tabbatar ya samu nutsuwar da yake da buqata sannan ya jata jikinsa yana fitar d wani zazzafan numfashi,ya gama kashe mata jiki da tsoro itama,dole ta jingina da jikin nasa tana jin yadda zukatansu ke wani irin gudu,musamman shi da bugun zuciyarsa ke shiga cikin kunnenta sosai saboda kan nata dake kwance a qirjinsa.

Duk da ruwan dake zuba saman kansu yana kwaranyewa a sassan jikinsu gaba daya amma hakan bai hanashi tantance dumin hawayenta saman fatar jikinsa ba. Ya gaza bude idanunsa,sau hannunsa guda daya yake shafar sassalkan gashinta daya watsu har gadon bayanta,ya kuma manne sosai saboda ruwan dake zuba

"Am sorry......I'm genuinely sorry,My apologies from the bottom of my heart" Ya fada yana kissing goshinta softly.

Ture fuskarsa tayi tana sake qayyade adadin rashin imaninsa......tadai san saboda itace kawai ya gwada mata wannan rashin tausayin,banda haka ta tabbatar inda duka mata haka sukeji ba abinda zai sanya su zauna ko suci gaba da yin aure.

"Leave me" Ta fada tana qoqarin tashi daga jikinsa. Hannunsa ya sanya ya damqota sosai yana cewa

"I can't......ko mutuwa bata isa ya rabani dake ba sabrrrrrr.....zan yita baki haquri har ranar da numfashina ya fita daga gangar jikina......zanta baki haquri ko sau dubu a rana kikeso.....karki wahalar damu gaba daya ta hanyar cewa na barki ko na nisanceki.....don wallahi wallahi wallahi bazan iya ba......i can't do it" Ya qarasa fada yana sake matseta jikin bango sosai sannan ya fara tsarkake jikinsa idanunsa a kanta.

So yake qarfi da yaji sai ya cire kowacce kunya daga idanunta,tsaiwarsa haka a gabanta tana jin shine abu mafi girma firgici da razani da suka taba gani. Cikin mintuna kadan ya gama ya kashe shower din,ya jawo babban towel ya wareshi. Ta dauka zai rufa ne ko ita ya bata daman rufawa.....maimakon haka sai ya jawota jikinsa ya bude towel din ya nadesu su biyun a ciki.

Shi da ita ba wanda numfashinsa baiso yin qaura ba saboda yadda jikinsu ya sake gauraya dana juna

"Shshshsh" Ya fada yana qoqarin daidaita numfashinsa,don bayason tace komai,hannunsa ya sanya a gadon bayanta ya matseta cikin jikinsa gami da rabata da qasa kaman yadda zaka rungumi yaro a haka suka fita a toilet din.

Batasan da gangan yayi ba?,oho.....amma gaba daya suka zube a gadon yana fadawa samanta. Ya aje mata nauyinsa sosai har sai da numfashinta ya fara nauyi

"Oh....sorry" Ya furta yana dagata gami da bar mata towel din a tare da ita. Rintse ido tayi tana qin dubansa,bai damu ba ya jawo boxer dinsa dake yashe a gefe tun dazun ya saka,ya sanya hannu ya sauketa zuwa sofa bed ya fara tattare comforter da bedsheets din harma da pillow case din,don bayason anni ta sake dawowa idanunta su gani. Toilet ya koma ya shiga sheqa musu ruwa,jikinsa yayi wani irin sanyi ganin yadda ruwan ke wanko jinin. Da gaske ya shigeta ne da tabbaci da yaqinin ta riga ta saba......ya kuma samu qofar a kulle gam....dole taji ciwo koma wanne iri akace masa taji. A yadda yakejin cikakkiyar lafiya a jikinsa ya sani,koda bazawara ce yaje mata da irin yanayin jiya lallai saita yabawa aya zaqinta ballantana ita din da take sabon hannu.

Luggage dinta ya bude,ya fidda mata kaya bayan ya saka wata sassauqar riga a jikinsa over sized shirt da wandonta. Fara ce qal data dace da black trouser dinsa. Sama sama yake jinsa shima,saidai abinda ke gabansa ya shafe komai.

Da rinannun idanunta ta dubeshi sanda ya aje mata kayan,tana so ne ya matsa ya bata waje ta shirya amma bataga alamun xai matsa din ba,hasalima tsaye yake a kanta ya zube duka hannayensa a aljihun wandonsa kaman zai lasheta,ya zube mata nauyayan idanunsan nan yana jin kamar ya buda qirjinsa ya fiddo mata mahaukaciyar soyayyar data sakar masa.

"Ka fita zan shirya" Ta fada a taqaice ba tare data kalleshi ba,hannayensa ya fidda daga aljihunsa ya juya a hankali ya fita.

Duk yadda taso ta miqe sosai don ta shirya amma hakan ya gagareta,ba zata iya tsaiwa normal kaman kowa ba,abinda ya sanya hawaye yaci gaba da zuba a idanunta,saita dinga jin data sani ta barshi ya taimaka mata,amma kuma batason komai da zai dinga hadata dashi. Da qyar ta lallaba ta saka underwears dinta ta maida rigar,sannan ta lallaba hannun damanta ta kwanta tana ci gaba da fitar da ruwan hawaye.

A nutse anni ta murda qofar tana shigowa da sallama,wata kunya ta taso ta lullubeta,saita rufe idanunta tamkar me bacci,tana fata annin taji kaman baccin takeyi ta juya ta barta.

"Sannu....." Anni ta fada a hankali da alama ta fahimci ba baccin takeyi ba.

"Zaki iya tashi?,doctor zata shigo ta dubaki". Kai kawai ta gyadawa anni ba tare data iya furta komai ba,ta motsa a hankali tana tunanin yadda zata tashi din. Matsawa annin tayi ta kamata a nutse tana cewa

"Yi a hankali" Tausayinta yana kama annin. Yanayin yanayine bame dadi ba,iya yau kawai ta fahimci yaron nata yadda jikinsa ke agine hakama komai nasa

"Allah ya baki ikon jurewa" Annin ta fada cikin ranta. Sai a yanzu ta fahimci dalilin da yasa yake kaucewa abubuwa da dama,azumin litinin da alhamis akai akai,harma wani lokaci yakanyi azumin annabi dawud,yau yayi gobe ya huta. Wani lokaci takance

"Ka dinga hutawa mana me babban suna......ga azumi ga aiki,shi kansa aikin busy din da kake sakawa kanka pressure din tana yawa". Sau tari murmushi kawai yakeyi ko ya kafa mata hujja da



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"Ba isashen time na tsayawa cin abincin,wani lokaci azumin yafi,idanma banyi ba coffee ne sai ruwa sai fura ko