namiji ba idan ka dauke fu'ad din

"To ko wannan shine haqqin aure da kowacce mace kejin nauyinsa a kanta?" Ta tambayi kanta da kanta tana jinjina girman abun. Kafin ya sake cewa komai traffic light ya sakesu,motarsu ta riga tasa yin gaba. Cikin mamaki sai ta samu kanta da addu'ar kada ubangiji ya bashi ikon ganinsu har ya biyosu yaga gidan da take,duk da ta sani......gidan su zai wahala ya zama wani boyayyen gida da zai wahalar da za'a iya ganoshi.


*MUHAMMAD FU'AD*

Basuyi nisa can can ba ya tuna yabar file dinsa a gida,wanda file ne dake da muhimmanci ya dubashi a yau ya tura da bayanan cikinsa ga company din da suka nema sanya hannun jarinsu a kamfanin. Ba kasafai ya fiya son yin alqawari ba tare daya cikashi ba,idan har hakan ta kasance ta tabbas baida yadda zaiyi ne,don haka ya sanya su saddiq sukayi gaba,shi kuma suka juya da wasu motocin suna dawowa gidan.

Wuri wuri zuwaira tayi ta shiga raba idanu sanda taji dirin shigowar motocin nasa harabar gidan. Raba idanu ta shiga yi sannan ta furta kalmar

"Na shiga uku!" Bayan ta tuna gargadin da yayi mata a ranar daya fara ganinta. Yadda tasan halinsa ta kuma haddaceshi bata haddace fuskarsa haka ba,ta tabbatar yazo ya sameta a sassan kamar yadda ya gargadeta shan ruwanta a gidan ya qare. Wani abu guda daya da bata qaunar ya faru......zaman gidan yafi mata zaman ko ina......zaman gidan cike kuma yake da 'yanci,ba kyara ba tsangwama,hakanan ba nauyayen aikace aikace a cikinsa,sabanin gidan maamah din da yake cike da tsarabe tsarabe kala kala.

Wuf tayi ta miqe tana dosar qofar da zata sadata da sassansu kamar zata ci da baka,cikin ranta cike fal da Allah ya qarawa laila tare da fatan ubangiji ya hadata dashi yaci zarafinta har fiye da tunaninta taga yadda abun zai kaya.

Da nutsuwar nan tasa ya shigo cikin falon,idanunsa suna kan inda ta tsaya a dazun sannan ta waiwaya tana komawa ciki. Ya janye lumsassun idanunsa yana wucewa parlor na biyu,daga nan ya doshi qofar da zata sadashi da hallway da kuma stairs dinsa.

Saurin ja yayi da baya kaman yadda itama taja da baya da sauri. Ya zuba mata idanu yayin da ita kuma kwarjininsa yaso bugar da ita. Bata shirya ba amma sai gata tana rusunawa gami da gaidashi

"Barka da safiya hamma.....ya aiki?"

"Kece laila?" Ya tambayeta yana dinke girarsa tsaf saboda yadda yaga abun ya masa wani iri. Ta yaya zata ratsa privacy dinsu ta shigo har nan wajen?,wani irin rashin hankali ne da ita matar gidan zata bari haka ya faru?. Shi din wani irin mutum ne me tsananin son privacy,kamar yadda yake da iyakoki akan komai daya shafi rayuwarsa.....kuma kowanne mutum da nashi iyakar.

Murmushi ta saki tana wani karyar da wuya gami da rolling idanunta a kansa

"Eh hamma.....nice.....baka gane ni ba?,nazo ne duba.....ammm.....ammm sabreen,maamah nason magana da ita da gaggawa,so kuma unfortunately sai na duba ko ina na gidan amma babu ita.....infact ma ta fita.....".

Banbarakwai yaji maganar kamar da wani yare daban take magana. Ta fita?,zuwa ina kenan?,sannan da izinin waye ta fita?. Ajiye duka maganganun yayi gefe guda yana dubanta

"What I have told you tun ranar farko?.....so ki hada kayanki kibar gidan nan" Yayi maganar da murya me kaushi dake cike da zallar umarni.

Hukuncin ya daketa so sai hakanan ya mata tsanani,iya ganinsa data sakeyi yanzu ya sake tada tsimin soyayyarsa a zuciyarta,saita dubeshi a rikice

"Amma hamma....maamah ce....."

"Arguing won't help the situation" Ya fada da wani irin yanayi maras hargagi saidai kuma me ban tsoro ne a idanuwanta. Sum sum da wani irin sagaggiyar gwiwa tsoro da bacin rai ta miqe tana fita daga wajen. Ya bita da wani irin matsiyacin kallo,sannan yaja tsaki kamar zai tsinke harshensa.

Har ya taka stair case din sai kuma ya dakata. Ta fita bata gidan?,maganar ta dawo masa fes cikin kansa. Juyawa yayi don tabbatar da abinda lailan ta fada,ya fara bincike gidan guri guri.

Kaf ya gama duba ko ina a gidan,ya kuma tabbatar bata nan din. Wani wutar fushi yaji tana ruruwa cikin ransa,yana so yaje ya saukewa duka Securities na gidan,amna kuma wata zuciyar na gaya masa MARTABAR AURE koda sunanta MATARKA KADAI A FATAR BAKI.

Samun kansa yayi da bin lafiyar daya daga cikin kujerun parlor din farko,yayi relaxing kawai a ciki yana jin yadda jijiyoyin kansa suke harbawa,ba abinda zuciya bata raya masa ba,ina ta tafi?,wajen su waye taje?.

"Da igiyar aure na?" Ya tambayi kansa da kansa yana jin yadda zuciyarsa yadda take tafasa. Bai taba tunanin akwai wata diya mace da zai bari tayi masa wasa da igiyoyin aurensa da ya biya sadakin daya nemo da guminsa ya bayar ba,kai koda sadakarta aka bashi muddin da sunan muhammadu fu'ad jikan jadda aka daura bazai taba bari wani abu ya gilmawa mutuncin igiyarsa ba......idan shi ya warwareta tofa wannan daya.

Ba kasafai ake barin napep shiga unguwar ba,wannan ya sanyata dole ta sauka daga baya ta sallameshi,sannan ta fara takawa cikin nutsatsen takunta zuwa street din nasu.

Duk gidan dake da security a wajen suna ganinta sai taga suna miqo gaisuwa da wani irin respect,abun sai ya shiga bata mamaki ita kanta. Wai har girma da matsayinsa yakai wannan?,sannu sannu sai taga alamun mamaki bisa fuskar duk wanda ya ganta tana takowa da qafafunta.

A hankali taji alamun tafiyar tayar mota daga bayanta. Bata waiwaya ba,don tun can dama ita bame damuwa da abinda bai shafeta bane

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_Daga abdullahi dan abbas R.A yace,Lokacin da aliyyu R.A ya auri nana fadima,sai manzon Allah S A W yace"ka bata wani abu(a matsayin sadakinta),sai sayyadina Aliyyu yace "ba komai a wajena" Sai manzan Allah S A W yace "ina sulkenka?"_




"Ameenatu" Taji muryar nan dai ta dazu tayi kiranta. Sai da taja numfashi sosai tana son danne bugun da zuciyarta keyi sannan ta waiwaya inda ya daidaita motarsa saitinta,yana zaune kusa da window yana murxa steering hankali kwance fuskarsa shimfide da wani shu'umin murmushi.

"Na rantse wannan karon ba zaki sha ba......na miki wannan alqawarin muddin na haifu cikin uwata da ubana......lallai saina maida sha'awata a kanki......sai kuma na bankadawa duniya wacece ke bayan na maido kudadena cikin dukiyata......ki rubuta ki ajiye" Daga haka yayi saluting nata,sannan ya taka motar da gudu yana wuceta.

Bata fasa takawa tana nufar gida ba,kamar yadda bata fasa bin bayan motarsa da kallo ba har ya qurewa street din nasu. Wata mahaukaciyar fargaba tana ratsa zuciyarta,sunan mashkur tare da cikakken sanin wayeshi yana gewa tunaninta,a haka ta isa qofar gidan,ta kuma yi tsaye tana duban dogayen katangun gidan kamar me karantar ilimin zanen gidaje.

Tana wassafa yadda zai iya tsallake wadannan dogayen katangun mansion House din......tana qiyasta ta yaya zai iya wuce wadannan securities din da samudawan dake tsaron kowacce kusurwa ta gidan?. Tsaron gidan kadai ya dan sanyawa zuciyarta nutsuwa.....saidai kuma bai kore fargaba ko kuma ya mantar da ita wanene ASALIN MASHKUR BA.

Gangar hankalinta bata dawo jikinta ba sai data sanya qafafunta cikin gidan,idanuwanta kuma sukayi mata arba luxury cars dinsa dinnan dake ajiye a parking lot na gidan.

Sai yanzu ta tuna bata nema izinin kowa ba sanda zata fita,don sam ta manta hakan yana cikin wata doka dake kan kowacce macen aure.....baya ga haka.....a lokacin ba abinda take iya tunawa illa hanyoyin da zata nesanta rayuwarsu da maamah din.

Da confidence din ba lallai su hadu ba har ta wuce daki.....ba lallai ma yasan bata a cikin gidan ba ta tura glass door din parlor din tana sanya qafafunta.

Da bude qofar da haduwar idanuwansu lokaci guda ya faru. Iya kallon data gani cikin rusunannun idanuwansa sun bata wata fargaba da bata taba jinta akan kowa da komai ba.

Dakiya ta aro ta azawa ranta,tana jin a ranta a yanzu daidai take da kowa a cikinsu.....ko shi ko mamarsa. Tana jin lokaci bijirewa dukka wani sharuda nasu yazo,tana jin abinda ya rage mata biyu ne......ta samu tabbacin fitarsu zuwa mali a sannan takejin zaman wannan qallagaggen gidan dama me gidan gaba daya ya qare mata.

Cikin dakiya da basarwa taci gaba da takowa kaman bataga kowa zaune a parlor din. Tsaf ya gama karanta da kuma fahimtar abinda take shirin aikatawa. Ba za'a fishi sanin miskilanci take taken miskili da kowacce dabi'a tasa ba,sai ya dauke kai kaman bai damu da takunta ba,zuciyarsa na sake matsewa,ransa kuma yana qara baci har zuwa sanda ta raba tsakiyar falon.

Ba zato ba tsammani ta tsinceshi a gabanta. Tsaiwarsa yayi mugun dab da ita,hucin fitar numfashinsa da wani irin dumi da yake bayyanar da bacin rai da zuciyarsa ke ciki yana sauka saman goshinta. Motsawa tayi da nufin ja baya don bata tazara a tsakaninsu qirjinta na wani irin bugawa,saidai da tsananin zafin naman nan nasa ya cafki hannunta yana matsawa da kyau

"Daga ina kike?!,ina kika fita?,gurin waye kika je?" Ya tambaya a jere cikin tsawar data ratsa dodon kunnenta har sai data runtse idanunta.

Tattara dukka qarfinta tayi ta sabule hannunta daga nasa,wanda ta samu sauqin hakanne saboda banguls din hannunta ya riqe saita zame ta barshi dasu,saidai ko taku biyu batayi ba ya rufo mata baya,sai ya zamana tana tafiya da baya da baya,shi kuma yana maida qafarsa kowanne gurbi data cira qafartata.

Kowanne taku guda daya sai qwayar idanunta sun gauraya da nashi. Abinda take gani cikin idonsa batasan wanne iri bane......wani yanayi ne da bazata iya fasaltashi ba. Yana sake kunsatota yana sake maimaita mata tambayoyin da suke sake razanata,bata ankara ba taji ta bugi bango,tabbacin kowanne space ya qare mata kenan,sai tayi cak sanda ya iso dab da ita,cikken motsi idan tayi yana iya sata ta kasance cikin jikinsa.

"Gurin wa kika je?,me kuma kikaje yi nace!"

"Ban sani ba" Ta fada da rawar murya tana qoqarin daidata mode dinta. Ko kusa ko alama bata tanadi amsar da zata bashi ba.....shi kuma ya matsa mata da tambaya.....tambayar da ba abinda take mata sai qara fusatata......GURIN WA KIKA JE?,ME KIKAYI?,idan ya fada din sai taji kamar ha debo garwashin wuta ya watsawa sassan jikinta ne. Ba abinda yake tuna mata sai mummunar kalmar yawan mutane musamman na cikin gidansu suke jifanta da ita.....kalmar da koda ta nuna ta shanyeta tana iya hana idanunta bacci da wani matsanancin fushi da bacin rai.....shima irinta yakeso ya ara ya yafa yayi aiki da ita a kanta?,batajin kunnuwanta zasu iya jurar ci gaba da jin ana jifanta da kalmar da bata da masaniyar komai a kanta.

Hannuwansa ya dunqule waje guda yanason hana kansa marinta da zuciyarsa keda muradin yi. Bayaso yakai hannunsa jikinta......baya so ta zama mace ta farko daya fara mari duk kuwa da yanajin ta cancanci haka.


"Karki bari nayita maimaita maganata......ina kika fita ba tare da izinina ba?....wajen wa kika je?!!!!" Yayi zancan da wani irin qaraji daya sanyata curewa waje guda,kowanne sashe na jikinta ya dauki rawa

"Banje wajen kowa ba.....ni ba wajen wanda naje"

"....You're going to regret messing with me,for the last time....ina kikaje?" Ya sake tambayar yana sanya hannuwansa duka biyun dake a dunqule ya daki bangon da take maqale a jiki ta saitin kunnuwanta. Abinda ya sake gigitata kenan ta saka hannuwanta duka biyun tana toshe kunnuwanta gami da rruntse idanunta. Zuwa sannan kowacce jarumta dake jikinta tabi ruwa.....ba abinda ya rage mata sai rauni daya narke zuwa kuka.

Cikin qasa da second biyu ta tsinci hannuwan nata jikin nata hannun dake toshe da kunnenta yana saukesu,da wani irin taushi da sanyin murya taji yana fadin

"Is okay......wanne irin matsoraciya ce ke?.enough,stop crying please" Bata qara tuna komai ba ta tsinci kanta saman faffadan qirjinsa,ya sanya hannunsa daya ya lullube bayanta,daya hannun kuma yana shafa gadon bayan nata da irin salon da uwa kanyi don lallashin jaririnta.

Wani sassanyan qamshi dake ratsowa daga qirjinsa da kuma kowanne sashe na jikinsa ya cika hancinta da wani irin sanyi daya soma qoqarin daidaita yanayinta. Saidai hakan ya gaza samuwa,don qarasa rudata yayi,daga yadda kunnuwanta ke iya jin yadda zuciyarsa take bugawa kadai ya tabbatar mata fusatarsa ta gaske ce......amma me ya sanyashi sauya yanayi haka cikin qanqanin lokaci tamkar wahainiya?. To kodai yana da boyayyun aljanu da suke sauyashi haka da sauri?.

Bata gama wannan tunanin ba muryar ma'u ta zame mata amsa

"Ina neman afuwa ranka ya dade.....ayimin afuwa" Ta furta da tsananin kunya tana sadda kanta qasa. Bata taba tunanin zatazo ta samesu haka dab da juna ba,kwata kwata ma batayi tunanin suna nan ba,tasan me gidan dai ya fita......dawowar da tayi kuma tazo dubawa amna ko ta dawo?,don sun hadu ta daya qofar sai kawai ta shiga sassanta da taji sabreen din bata nan.

Kai kawai ya gyada yana ci gaba da shafa bayanta kadan kadan

"Hajiya amna ce tace nazo na duba kota dawo......"

"......ta dawo.....amma batajin dadi,kice ta qaraso" Da sauri ma'u ta amsa ta juya tana ficewa a gaggauce.

Kaman yana jira ne ma'u din ta fita ya saka hannunsa ya tureta daga jikinsa. Banda yana kusa da bangon daya bata kariya ba abinda zai hanata zubewa qasa. Da wani fusataccen kallo yake dubanta.

"Kada ki dauka na yarda ne da abinda kika gayamin......muddin na bincika na samu wani abu na daban saina miki mafi munin hukuncin da baki taba tunani ba......hakanan duk ranar da kika qara gangancin fita koda qofar gidan nan ne ba tare da izinina ba......saikinyi dana sanin sani na........nan din gida ne da aka gina da tsaftatacciyar dukiya ta halas.....ba bariki bane ba ba kuma hotel ko gidan karuwai ba" Daga haka ya juya yana daukan file dinsa dake ajiye saman daya daga cikin kujerun falon yana ficewa da sassarfa.

Wani irin kuka ne yakeson qwace mata amma tana hana kanta,don idan har kunnuwanta sun jiye mata daidai amna na gidan,kuma zata iya iskota koda wanne lokaci,dole ta tattaro dukka wani bacin rai tana hadiyeshi,saidai kuma abinda takeji yafi qarfin abinda zuciyarta zata iya dauka,sai bacin ranta ya zabi fita ta hanyar fitar hawaye daga idanunta zuwa saman fuskarta,ta lallaba tana neman kujera daya ta zauna a kai tana dafe da kanta.

"Oh god........ damn it....." Abinda ya dinga maimaitawa kenan cikin mota yana saka yatsunsa cikin sumar kansa.

Ya manta yaushe ne lokaci na qarshe daya fusata irin haka.....yaushe rabon da yaji zallar bacin rai irin wannan dake ratsa kowanne sassa na jikinsa. Ya alaqanta hakan da tozarta igiyar aure da yake shirin faruwa. Sai ya samu kansa da blaming kansa,me yasa zai daga hankalinsa har haka?,ai duk wanda ya siya rariya yasan zata zubda ruwa. Ransa yaji yana qara baci,sai ya yiwa driver magana ya qara speed na motor din.

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_An karbo daga abu hurairah Allah ya qara yarda dashi yace,manzon Allah S A W yace,idan miji ya kira matarsa zuwa shimfida taqi zuwa,mala'iku zasuyita la'antarta har gari ya waye_

*_qarqashin wannan hadisin akwai qarin haske,idan a wannan qin da tayi kuma ta samu ciki koda ta rasu wajen haihuwa wasu malamai suna ganin bata samu wannan shahadar da mace me naquda ke samu ba idan ta rasu_*




*MAAMAH*

Tunda ta cewa zuwaira taje ta duba mata su taci gaba da kiran wayarta ba qaqqautawa don ta matsu taji feedback,saidai kuma shuru ba'a picking wayar. Saita koma kiran wayar laila ita dinma duka sammakal. Kamar ta dora hannuwanta akai tayita rusa ihu haka taji,ta tsinewa zuwaira da laila a ranta batasan adadi ba

"Dukkaninku baku da amfani" Ta fada da fushi,sai taji kamar ba zata iya zama ba....wannan karon zata tafi gidan fuad da kanta ne ta dubo meke faruwa ba tare da damuwa da komai ba.

Tana taka qafarta kiran zuwaira ya shigo,tayi qoqarin hadiye fushinta tana fatar samun feedback me dadi,saidai amsar da zuwaira ta bata ya kusa sanyata zubewa qasa warwas

"Bata gidan ita kanta.....kuma akan idanuna ta dawo ita kadai". Iya haka kadai ya bawa maamah amsar abinda taketa zulumin ya faru. Ta