kallo da kaifinsa ya zarce na takobi.....kallon da tsananin bacin rai yake da matuqar tasiri a cikinsa.

Kallo ne daya tabata har cikin b'argonta ya aika saqo sassan jikinta,saidai girma da nauyin abinda ta gani qasa da minti biyar cikin dakinsa ya dakushe kowacce razana tata. Nata fushin ne yake tasowa wanda a dazu tsananin razana da tayi ya cakude da firgici ta rasa ainihin abinda takeji sai yanzu. Yatsansa ya daga yana nuna fuskarta,sai kuma ya sanya hannusa ya damqi nata hannun ba tare daya damu da plate din dake hannunta ba,ya finciketa da wata irin sauri daya qure yanayin adadin tafiyarta ta kasa daidaita tafiyarta da tasa,sai hadawa da tayi da sassarfa.

Qoqari taketa yi ta qwace hannunta amma ko cikakken motsi ta kasa yi a hannunsa,kaman yadda bai saketa ba haka bai waiwayeta ba,har sai daya dangana da motar. Seat din gaba ya bude ya kuma sanyata a ciki ya rufe,sannan ya zagaya seat din driver ya shiga,ya tayar da motar d wani dan irin zafin nama,yayu reverse ya fusgeta da wani irin gudu na tashin hankali.

Dimaucewa tayi gaba daya har sai data sanya tafukan hannayenta ta rufe dukka kunnuwanta. Ta kasa kallon titi ko sau daya saboda yadda jikinta yake gaya mata irin gudun da yakeyi da ita.

Tsahon tafiyar mintina ashirin da sukayi bakajin komai sai qarar iska dake son kutse ta cikin window din motar. Birkin da yaja da wani irin qarfi shi ya kusa sakata tintsurowa daga nata seat din.

Murfin ya bude ya fita.....ta dauka a nan abun zai tsaya amma sai taga yana zagayowa inda take zaune. Sake bude motar yayi,ya kuma cafko hannunta kamar dazu ya fito da ita,ba tare daya tsaya kulle motar ba yaci gaba da janta har zuwa cikin gidan. Suka ratsa veranda suka wuce parlor suka tuqe zuwa ga bedroom dinsu. Sai da sukakai tsakiyar dakin yaja burki yana sakinta da qarfi,ta turje taja ta tsaya tana haki idanunta a kansa.

Haki yake yana nunata da yatsa,yana son yayi magana amma yadda zuciyarsa ke bugawa a jejjere cikin son wuce qa'idarsa ya sanya ya gaza fadin komai. Kaman daga sama ya fusgo kalaman

"Da kowanne namiji ma tsayawa kikeyi?,kowanne namiji ma fuska kike bashi?,wacce iri ce ke!,nace wacce iri ce ke?". Wani kalan tashin hankali taji yana sauke mata saman kai,ta runtse idanunta ta kuma budesu lokaci guda fushinta na qara hauhawa.....wanne irin dan rainin hankali ne shi haka?,ta gaji!,takai maqura!

"Daga rana irin ta yau ba zaki sake fita daga nan ba har sai randa zamu bar qasar nan.......zakita zama a dakin nan naga ta yadda zakiga wani d'a namijin,waishin kowa ma burgeki yakeyi?,kowa ma son kudinsa kike?"

"Eh......kaman yadda kowacce mace take burgeka!.....kaman yadda kake shirya plan ka kama masauki kawai don ka hadu da wata!.......idan kaga namiji yana burgeni to tabbas shi din ba ragowar wasu bane.......ba sauran wata 'ya mace bane......isashen namiji ne da yake da abun bayarwar ba muna maza b......." Tun daga tsakiyar kanta jijiyar dake aike da saqo ta harbawa kwanyarta saqon KINYI KUSKURE!. Da wani irin hautsinannen yanayi ya waiwayo yana fuskantarta bayan kalamanta sun masa shamaki daga fitar daya fara niyyar yi

"Me kika ce?......ragowar wasu?......mema kika ce rannan?,bani da abun baki ko?......kina tunanin zan hada jikina dake ne?. Araharki tayi yawa da ko da wasa ban sha'awar kasancewa tare dake,saidai a yau har cikin raina nakeji ya kamata na karbi sadakina......har kuma cikin raina nakeji ya kamata na banbance miki tsakanin ragowar wasu da wadanda suke da abun bayarwa dama wanda basu dashi.....tare da hakan ina me baqinciki da zaki zama mace ta farko da zata karbi budurcin muhammad fuad" Maganarsa taxo qarshe daidai da sanda shima ya kaita qarshe,ya kuma hadeta da bangon daya zama guri na qarshe da zata sanya qafafunta.

Hannu daya ya saka ya soma tsinke button din gaban rigarta na sama,yayi wani irin tsalle yana fita daga gaban rigar tata ya fadi saman marble din dakin. Kafin tayi wani yunqurin ya sanya hannu ya tsinke na biyu,na uku ya biyo bayansa a jejjere da wani irin sauri idanunshi na kafe tsakiyar nata.

Caraf ta kama yatsunsa tana riqewa da wani irin kalar tashin hankali,ganin button daya ya rage farar vest din dake manne a fatar jikinta ta bayyana.

"Kada ke ketamin haddina......kada ka tab......" Kalmar keta haddin data fada ta zafafeshi da kyau,sai yaji kaman ta gama raina masa wayo. Shi daya biya sadaki shi ake kirawa keta haddi?,cikin qasa sa second biyu ya raba rigar da jikinta ya kuma tsinke hannuwan vest din jikinta ya zameta zuwa saman cikinta.

A firgice ta nemi dunqulewa waje daya,saidai ya rigata ta hanyar lalubar tafukan hannayenta ya sanya nasa a ciki ya kuma kafesu da bango,har a lokacin cikin idanunta kawai yake kalla,yanason magana amma kowacce kalma ta gagara fita a bakinsa,yanason ya koya mata darasi fiye da yadda take tsammani,yanaso ya kashe bakin nan gaba daya,ta yadda koda da wasa akace mata ta yiwa wani me suna muhammad rashin kunya ba zata fara ba. Tsoron da yake gani a yanzu cikin idanunta ko kadan bai sanya a ransa na gaske bane,yafi kallon hakan da zallar rainin hankai kawai dason kad'ar da hankalinsa.

Hannayen nata ya saki da sauri ya riao qugunta d wani irin zazzafan riqo,ya kawo fuskarta saitin tasa kafin yaja da baya yana sanya fuskarsa cikin wuyanta yana sauke mata wani irn numfashi me dumi daya gigitata lokaci guda.

Ba ita daya ta gigice ba.....duk wani kwantaccen tsumi dake jikinsa sai daya motsa,ya kamo numfashinsa da qyar sanda ya cusa fuskarsa tsakanin breast dinta. Wani lallausan qamshi dake fita tsakaninsu yaqarasa wargaza lisaafinsa,ya kuma tayar da aikin qwayoyin da yasha ba tare da saninsa ba. Hannunsa ya sanya ya fara murza fatar jikinta,daga kafadarta zuwa yatsun hannunta sannna ya zurasu cikin nasa ya damqesu waje daya.

Qafafunsa yaji ba zasu iya daukansa ba,baya so kuma ya rasa qarfinsa ko daya ko yaji wani softness akan hukuncin da zai mata. Yanason ya bata babban darasin da bazata iya gogeshi ba,yanason ya goge duk wani raini da take masa.....sassaucin da yake gwada mata yanason ta fahimci adalci ne irin nasa da ganin damarsa......daga qarshe yanason ya banbance mata karatun maza suna suka tara.

Rabata yayi da qasa yana jefata saman gadon. Tayi juyi da zummar kifewa ta sauka a gadon da muryarta da take wani irin shaking

"Banaso......nace maka bana so.....ni ba 'yar iska bace" Wani malalacin murmushi ya qwace masa tamkar wanda ya bugu sosai da kayan maye,wanj gefen na zuciyarsa kuma na masa ciwo da kalmarta. Auren nasa ne iskanci?,bayan duk wani yawo data gama yi lungu da saqo?,shi zata rainawa hankali ta nuna batasan komai ba banda ma lallai ta rainashi?,ai ya zama dole ya goge wannan rainin daga rana irin ta yau.

"Zaki gane waye dan iskan gaske tsakanina dake" Ya fada yana tarota,yayin da rub da cikin ya zame masa kaman wata sassauqar hanya ta rabata da bra dinta,ya kuma birkitota idanunsa suna sauka akan qirjinta.

Kaman an jona masa wuta haka yaji,a lokacin da take sanya duka tafukan hannayenta tana rufe qirjin nata kuka yana qwace mata. Baqinciki yadda ya tsiraitata yana kamata,bata tsira da komai ba sai fatar jikinta,siraran tafukan hannayen nata basu wani rufe abun arziqi a jikinta ba,sai ta fara yunqurin jawo duvet,abinda ya bashi daman kauda hannayen nata ya kuma maye gurbinsu da faffadan qirjinsa.

_na gaji,tun safe nake qoqarin hada muku pages dinnan don na burgeku>?y?,muje zuwa a gobe in sha Allah_


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Nauyinsa gaba daya ya aza mata,abinda ya sanya numfashinta yin nauyi,yayin da nasa numfashin ya soma qoqarin yin qaura daga gangar jikinsa. Shi daya yasan kalar abinda yaji sanda farar jikinsa ta manne da tudun qirjinta. Karon farko a rayuwarsa da ya taba jin wani abu makamancin wannan.....karon farko da wani abu me kama da wannan ya taba gilmawa rayuwarsa. Baisan yadda zai iya controlling feelings dinsa ba a irin yadda wani magnet yake jansa ba.

Hannunsa dukka biyun ya sanya ya riqe kanta cikin tafukan hannayensa yana kallon fuskarta. Idanunsa ya sauka akan pink lips dinta da suka sake zama pink sosai. Magana takeyi da alama amma kunnuwansa basa tantance abinda take fada. Motsasun da takeyi sai suka zame masa kaman wata tsokanarsa takeyi......shauqinsu ya kamashi sosai saboda irin nau'in siraran lips din da yake muradi ne......amma kuma sai wani abu yazo ya tsaye masa a wuya sanda zuciyarsa ta darsa masa

"Ko mutum nawa ne suka dora bakinsu akai?" Yana kaiwa qarshen maganar ya dora lips din nata saman nashi,ya kuma lalubo na qasa ya riqeshi gam tsakanin harshensa. Kaman ya samu lollipop haka ya dinga sarrafashi,cike da wani irin zafin zuciya da yakejin yana watsuwa saman qirjinsa. Tun kwanyarsa na darsa mana adadin mazan da suka kai jikinsu da bakinsu wajen da duk hannu da bakinsa zaikai har ya birkice gaba daya. Zuciyarsa tayi wani irin rauni......rauni na baqinciki,bangare daya kuma wani irin zazzafan shauqi na azalzalar zuciyarsa. Komai kwanyarsa sai ya cakude......haduwar abubuwa guda biyu a gangar jikinsa duka lokaci guda,sai ya dinga ji kaman zai zaunce......kaman gangar jikinsa da qwaqwalwarsa ba zasu iya daukan komai ba.

"Ka rabu dani......bace banaso......bana so......ka sakeni......ba 'yar iska bace ni" Maganganunta na qarshe kenan da yaji ta furtasu labbanta suna rawa kaman yadda kowanne sashe na jikinta yake rawa,idanunta sun fito sosai sun qara girma kaman yadda wani irin hawaye me dumi ya cikasu fal har ya gaza adanasu suka fara zirarowa. Labbanta qirjinta dama wasu sasassa na jikinta dukka radadi suke mata. Komai yana mata da wani irin zafi da zata iya kiransa na mugunta kai tsaye. Wani mahaukacin tsoronsa tuni ya gauraye jikinta da zuciyarta. Tsoron abinda ta fuskanci yana da niyyar yi.....wani abu guda daya wanda ko a irin mafarkan da mutane keyi ita bata taba mafarkin faruwarsa a kanta ba.

"Why?" Ya tambaya da tasa muryar dake rawa kaman wanda kejin sanyi. Ya ware mata idanunsa da farinciki ya koma kaman an diga manja. Labbansa da suka sake zama red sosai shima dukkansu rawa suke,da alama akwai abinda yake da niyyar fada me nauyi daga zuciyarsa amma sunwa lips dinsa girman da lafazin ya kasa fita.

"Why?!.....me yasa baki jirani ba?" Ya sake fada wannan karon a gigice sannan kuma a tsawace,kaman mawunyacin zaki. Tsawar tasa ta qara gigitata,ta rasa me ya kamata tayi sai kawai ta saki kuka.

"You're just 25yrs old.....me yasa baki jira rana irin na yau ba?,waye da waye ya taba tabaki?.......na rantse sai nayi ajalinsu......saina kashesu!" Ya fada da wata birkitacciyar murya da zata tabbatar maka tabbas ba'a hayyacinsa yake ba......hakanan kuma fushine danqare a zuciyarsa.

"Me yasa suka shigamin gona ta?,me yasa kika basu dama?,me yasa?......Bari naji meye sukaji?,bazan qyalesu ba!" Ya fada a zafafe cikin fitar hayyaci yana zamewa kadan daga jikinta tare da rage daidaita tsahon nasu da yayi. Hannunsa ya aza saman cikinta ya kuma fara saukar dashi zuwa qasan mararta. Wani numfashi taja me tsaho har wani rami dake qashin wuyanta yana lobawa ciki. Duk yadda hannayenta ke rawa batasan da sauran ragowar qarfinta ba sai da taji hannunsa a wajen da ba wata halitta data taba bari takai wajen ba,ta yiwa hannunsa mummunan riqo da muryarta dake rarrabewa.

"Kk.....kak....karka....yimin haka......kayi haquri please,don Allah".

"Ina da abun bakin ai?,baki sani ba?" Ya tambayeta yana dage dukka girarsa akan fuskarta rinannun idanunsa na qara girma.

"Nas......na"

"Shshsshshh" Ya fada tana dora dogon yatsansa akan lips dinsa yana ci gaba da duban tsakiyar idonta.

"Don't tell me kin sani......zakifi ganewa idan kika gani a aikace...." Ya fada lokaci guda yana ture hannunta.

"Don All........" Ta sake yunqurin masa magiya.....wannan karon kuka take da gaske,saidai baima barta ta qarasa ba ya maida gurbin maganar tata da cewa

"Karkimin magiya ko ki hadani da Allah.......nima dan iskanne......ya kamata nabi sahun sauran ko?......but definitely saikin bambance tsakanina dasu......." Ya fada yana ture hannun nata da gasken gaske wannan karon,ya kuma maqaleshi a inda bata da damar motsawa.

Tana jin sanda iska ta qara yawaita a gurin,alamun dake nuna hijabin dake wajen ya yaye. Ta runtse idonta da qarfi tana jin zuciyarta tana tsintstsinkewa gaba daya,wani abune da bata taba imagining ba kaf rayuwarta

"Ban taba bawa kowa kaina ba.....ban taba bari ko yatsana an riqe ba.....na rantse maka......ka yarda dani" Ta fadi tana fata da yaqinin ya qyaleta,wanda ko a iya hala ya barta ta tabbata ya gama da ita......ya kalli jikinta yadda ranshi keso ta cikin hasken fararen qwayayen dakin,wadanda suka yiwa dakin qawanya tarwai kaman rana. Wai inji bahaushe yace ko a jikinsa wai an mintsini kakkausa,sam baima fahimci bayaninta ba.....don a sannan ba wannan bane a gabansa.........yanaso ne ya huce duk wani haushinsa a kanta......koda tayi mu'amala da maza million......yanason dasa mata stamp dinsa......wanda zata mutu tana tunawa MUHAMMAD JADDA daban yake da sauran maza,sau daya tak a rayuwarsa yakeson ya aje mata wannan tarihin da zai kasa goguwa a ranta,daga rana irin ta yau bayajin xai iya sake bin hanyar da mazan da basu da adadi suka bi.

Randa tace masa baida abun bayarwa......ragowarsu fareeda,tsananin kai zuciya nesa kawai yayi.......a daren yaso yayi mata yadda ba zata sake marmarin bin wani d'a namiji ba.....amma a yau yana jin zai tattara mata duka hukuncin da ko maza dari ta taba bi tabbas sai gabbanta sun gaya mata.

Maidata yayi jikinsa gaba daya,ya manneta cikin jikinsa da wani irin tsatstsauran riqo kaman zai ballata. Hatta da bakinta sai daya kasheshi tas ta hanyar sakayashi cikin nasa bakin dake fidda qamshin mint leaves,yadda numfashinsa ke fita da dumi sosai yake ratsa qofofin hancinta yana aikewa qwalqwalwarta wani irin saqo me rikita lissafi,matsanancin tsoro ya shigeta na yadda a yau komai nashi da nata suke gauraya waje daya......yawun bakunansu.......numfashinsu,dumin fatarsu dama laushinta,qamshin jikkunansu na lausasan turarukansu dama komai da komai. Cikin tsakiyar wannan firgicin......tana tsaka da tunanin mafita ta tsinci baqon abu yana wanzuwa a jikinta.......baqon abu mafi gigitarwa da debe hankalin diya mace musamman a sanda bata tsammaceshi ba.

Wani irin azaba ta ziyarci kwanyarta irin wadda bata taba ji ba,duk da bakinta toshe yake da nashi amma hakan bai hana wani irin gunji fita daga hancinta da bakinta ba,ba wata kalma data samu daman fita.....amma gunjinta abune da idan kana dab da dakin kana iya tsinkayen motsin fitarsa.

Yadda yake samarwa kansa gurbi a hanyar da wani yanayi da yayi masa kama da sabon muhalli sai abun ya gigitashi da wani irin mamaki. Zato yake daga gareshi ne......baiyi yadda ya dace ba,don ko a mafarkan da ya sha yi bai taba darsawa a ranshi zai samu wani abu me kama da sunan budurci watk virginity a tattare da ita ba,don haka ya sake mata dukka qarfinsa ya kuma soma samawa kansa hanya da dukka kuzarinsa zuciya na gaya masa ya fanshe duk wata kebewarta da wani d'a namiji karon farko kuma na qarshe kaman yadda ya tsara hakan ya kasance.

Sake gigicewa tayi da kalar azabar da takeji

"Ban taba yi ba......ka qyaleni!" Abinda takeson ta fada kenan amma bai bata daman haka ba. Ci gaba yayi da abinda ya saka a gabansa,yana jin wani irin yanayi da bai taba tsintar kansa a ciki ba yana mamayarsa. Yana sake kutsawa yana sake shiga mamakin abinda yaketa taraswa din,wani irin abu yakeji saman kansa me kama da hauka......kowanne hanya da kunnuwansa zasu isar masa da wani sauti har yakai ga kwanyarsa don ta tantance abinda ya dace yayi da wanda bai dace ba.....limit din daya kamata ya tsaya da wanda zai wuce dukka sun toshe,wata duniya daban ya zarce wadda baya ganin komai kuma bayajin komai.......daga shi sai abinda ya sanya a gaba kawai.


Komai ya qarasa kwance masa sanda ya tabbatar ya gama bude kowacce hanya ya kuma kai qarshe,ya fara aiwatar da komai da wani irin tsumammen kuzari da bai taba tunanin ya jima haka a ajikinsa ba. A lokacin ne shima komai ya qarasa kwance masa,bakinta da yake rufe dashi ya gagara ci gaba da riqonsa ya sulale yana cusa fuskarsa tsakanin wuyanta da qirjinta.

"Hammm.......hammmmmmmmmaaaaaa" Ta samu kanta da fadi da wata lanqwasashiyar murya tana jin kaman mala'ikan mutuwa ne yake saukar mata.


"Yaaaaafffff......fffuuuuu......hammmmm" Ta sake hado kalmomin da zummar tsaidashi ko bashi haquri tana ji a ranta wataqila taci nasara ya saurareta,wataqila ya sassauta mata azabar