daadata!" Ta fadi kukanta yana qaruwa tana kuma neman durqushewa a wajen saboda jin ya fara salube mata.

Dubansa yakai ga jikinta,sai a sannan shima ya karanci meke faruwa,wani mugun shock yaji sanda idanunsa suka kai kan saman rabin dukiyar fulaninta da suka fara fitowa,ba tare da tunani na biyu ba ya sakar mata hannuwanta da gaggawa ya kuma juya mata baya,sannan a hankali ya nufi inda ya aje cup dinsa ya dauka yana ficewa daga dakin ba tare da ya jira komai ba.

Bai samu baba tabawa a falo ba,sai ya fice kawai daga sassan ya kuma wuce parking lot,inda ya samu drivernsa yana jiransa,bai jirashi ya bude masa qofar ba ya bude ya shiga,sannan ya bashi umarnin tafiya.

Sosai yayi relaxing a bayan motar bayan ya kulle idanuwansa yana sauraren yadda bugun zuciyarsa ya sauya cike da mamakin faruwar hakan a gareshi,fuskarta da gifta duhun idanuwansa sanda take kukan,wanne irin tsoronsa take haka?,idan ta bayyana hakan gaban mutane akwai wanda zai yarda dashi kan ba wani mummunan abu yake aikata mata ba?,bude idanun nasa yayi a nutse yana duban hanya,a hankali qamshin jikinta yake yana tashi ta gaban suit dinsa da hannayensa,sai yaja dan qaramin tsaki,yana ji a ransa he's totally wrong.

Ta jima a duqe a wajen tana sharar qwalla,don batasan ma ya fita a dakin ba sai da taji shurun yayi yawa,a hankali ta daga kanta,ta tabbatar baya dakin,sannan taja jikinta daga wajen,tana riqe da towel din nata gam,kamar wadda aka ce za'a qwacewa shi,saman gadonta ta nufa ta zauna,amma sai zaman ya gagareta,wani irin mutuwan jiki takeji da kasala,gaba daya kamar an samu abu an buge mata gabbanta,gefe daya kuma zuciyarta kwata kwata babu dadi,musamman idan ta tuna a yau din wani namiji ya ganta a rabin tsirara,sai wasu sabbin qwallar su sake zirto mata,saidai ta saka hannu ta shafesu.

Ta kwashe awanni masu yawa a haka,ita ba me lafiya ba ita ba mara lafiya ba,bata tashi ta shirya ba hakanan bata fita a bedroom din nata ba,abu daya ne ya tsaye mata a rai yake ta mata yawo,duk juyin da zatayi sai abinda ya farun ya wulga mata a idanunta,hakanan duk motsawar da zatayi sai mayataccen qamshin da ya bar mata ya kada har qwaqwalwarta,tamkar a yanzun ne yake tsaye cikin dakin,tafukan hannuwanta gaba daya sun rune da qamshin wani dan mitsitsin oily pen perfume da yake amfani dashi,idanunta ta lumshe tana shaqar qamshin har cikin qwaqwalwarta,yana silalewa a hankali zuwa zuciyarta,sai ya tuna mata da handkerchief dinsa dake wajenta,d same qamshin da yake jiki kenan,best scent ever data taba ji me wani irin yanayi,duk da yadda zuciyarta keta qyamatar qamshin amma ta kasa daina shaqarsa,daga qarshe bayan ta gama shafe awanninta,haka ta janyo mataccen jikinta ta sauko daga gadon ta nufi toilet ta sake wanka,waiko zata samu ta raba fatarta da mayen qamshin dake qara mata kasala.

Koda ta fito ma tsaiwa tayi gaban mudubi tana duban yadda fuskarta tayi jaa saboda kukan da tayin,ta sauke idanunta saman qirjinta tana tuna a yadda ya ganta,sai ta dan zame towel din tana iya dai dai yadda ya kufce mata a dazun,dukka idanunta ta qwalalo waje,indai towel din yakai haka sakkowa tabbas yaga fiye da rabin jikinta,wasu qwalla masu zafi suka sauko mata,amma kuma sai tayi hanzarin gogesu sanda taji muryar baba tabawa tana knocking qofar gami da tambayarta lafiya ta jita shuru?,ta fito ta karya kada abincin ya huce

"Gani nan fitowa baba" ta amsa mata,sannan taja lotion dinta da hanzari tana sake sabon shafa.

Cikin doguwan rigan wani material mara nauyi ta shirya,ta gyara sumarta ta hadeta waje daya,sannan ta yafa dankwalin kayan,har tayi gaba ta dawo ta dauki wayarta sannan ta fito.

A zaune a falo ta samu baba tabawa,daga kanta tayi da niyyar cewa wani abu sai suka hada ido da maimunatun,tadan zuba mata idanu kadan saboda yadda fuskarta take nuna tayi kuka,kamar zata ce wani abu sai ta fasa,saboda ta tuna dazun,shima taga fitarsa daga dakin da wani mugun hanzari,hakan yasa taji bai kamata tace komai ba,don tsakanin miji da mata sai Allah,fatanta kawai ubangiji yasa ba wani abu mara dadi baje ya faru a tsakaninsu ba,kuma Allah ya kawo daidaito tsakaninsu nan kusa.

Kadan ta zuba abinda baba tabawan ta dafa ta fara tsakura,saida kadan taci ta tashi,saboda tana jin cikinta gaba daya ya cushe,kamar babu wani sauran space na zuba abinci,data dawo saman kujera ma kwanciya tayi,yau ko hirar da sukanyi da baba tabawan jifa jifa ta dinga yinta,tans ankare da ita,lokaci lokaci sai tayi kamar ta tafi tunani,sai kuma ta sauke ajiyar zuciya taci gaba da abinda takeyi.

Kafin azahar jiki da zuciyarta yayi laushi qwarai,sanda ta shiga sallar azahar mamakin kanta ta dinga yi,me yasa abinda ya farun a daxun ya tsaya mata a rai ta kuma kasa mantawa?,me yasa har yanzu take jinta kamar rungume take cikin jikinsa?,me yasa qamshinsa da kamanninsa suka kasa bace mata?,me yasa take hango idanunsan nan take jinsu da nauyi?,saita sake wata irin ajiyar zuciya me nauyi tana tabe baki kamar yaron dake shirin sakin kuka,kafin daga bisani tayi qoqarin daidaita mode dinta ta wuce bandaki don ta dauro alwala.

Iska me zafi ya furzar daga bakinsa yana cire guda daga cikin suit dinsa ta saman,ya kuma saqaleta a suit hanger dake cikin office din,sannan yayi taku biyu ya isa rukunin kujeru masu taushi dake gefe guda a cikin office dinsa,wanda aka tsara wajen tamkar ba cikin office din yake ba.

Opposite jabir dake binsa da kallo ya zauna ba tare da ya daga kai ya dubeshi ba,duk da kuwa yasan shi yake kallo sarai,ya daga qafanshi ya zame qawataccen takalmin dake qafarsa yayi wurgi gefe dashi,ya rage sai socks kawai a qafar tashi

"Wai anya kuwa kasan me dame ka fada wajen meeting din nan?,abinda ka dinga fadi baiyi making sense ba......lafiyarka qalau kuwa yau?" Ya masa tambayar sanda ja'afar din ke tuttulawa cikinsa ruwan sanyi,cike da fatan abinda yakeji ya tsirga masa.

Bai amsa masa ba sai daya qarar da ruwan dake cikin gorar tas yayi wurgi da ita itama,sannan ya sauke idanunsa cikin na jabir,abinda ya sanya jabir din karantarsa,ya kuma sauke boyayyen murmushi

"I know......" Ya amsa masa kai tsaye

"I don't think so" shima ya maida masa da amsa,janye idanunsa yayi daga kan jabir din yana lumshesu sannan ya budesu,kamar zaice wani abu sai ya fasa,ya miqe a hankali yana roller hannun rigarsa zuwa sama don ya samu daman yin alwala,ya taka sannu a hankali zuwa qofar toilet din nasa,ya turata ya shige.

Madaidaicin toilet ne amma ya tsaru matuqa,hakan ya bashi damar lashe kudade masu yawa saboda toiletries da aka zuba masa masu tsada da kyau sannan kuma sabbin design,babban mudubi ne daga wani side daban da zai baka daman ganin kanka sosai,a gabansa ya tsaya yana kallon kansa yana kuma murza sumarsa da hannunsa,ta qasan zuciyarsa yake magana da kansa da kansa,he really made a mistake,ya manta wayeshi.....me ya kaishi kusanta kansa sa wata mace?,to wai hakan ma yana nufin akwai improvement kenan daga depression din da zuciya da ruhinsa ya fada?,tunda har gashi zuciyarsa da gangar jikinsa sun fara neman wani abu daban wanda a baya ko tunaninsa babu a ransa?,hannayensa ya tara a qasan famfo ya cikasu da ruwa ya watsawa fuskarsa,ya sauke ajiyar zuciya yana gaining courage daga can zuciyarsa,yana jin zuwa anjima kadan zai manta komai,komai zai wuce,da wannan ya samu ya daura alwalarsa ya fito,ya samu jabir tsaye dab da rigarsa yana duba takardun da suka gabatarma da juna wajen taron,kai ya daga ya dubeshi

"dude........ina ka samo wannan turaren ne?,but......scent din nasa kamar na mata...,kamar my tee ta taba ban cigiyarsa na kasa samunsa" rasa amsar da zai bashi yayi,yace masa a jikin qaramar yarinya maimunatu ya sameshi?, Ko yace masa rungumeta yayi qamshin ya tabashi

"Ka shiga kayi alwalar muyi salla,lokaci yana wucewa" tuni ya sanya masa ayar tambaya,sai ya gimtse murmushinsa,ya wuce toilet din yana addu'a cikin ransa

"Ya rabb,ya rabb.....ka sanya lokacin nan ya zamo na sauyawarsa".

Duk da miskilancinsa amma shurunsa yayi yawa,haka suke tafe a hanyarsu ta komawa dakin taron,taro yaci gaba kamar yadda yayo announcing business partners din da suka halarci zaman,saidai jabir yana biye dashi,gaba daya kamar ba ja'afar ba yau,ja'afar very energetic person,amma yau din yanata abu kaman mara lafiya.

Biron hannunsa ya aje saman table din bayan yayi singing wata takarda,zai tura file din jabir ya karba yana duba singing din,sai ya zubewa ja'afar idanunsa

"Me yake damunka yau?,kaga abinda kayi jikin takardar nan kuwa?" Ya fada masa da harshen hausa qasa qasa,duk da cewa dukka mahalarta taron babu bahaushe ko daya bare ya fahimci abinda yake fada masa

"it's better to let everyone go.....ka sanya wani time and date din a qarasa abinda bamu gama ba" bai jaa da cewar jabir ba,don a jikinsa yaji yana buqatar hutu,cikin mutuntawa girmamawa da sanin ya kamata jabir ya juya yayi musu bayani gwargwadon yadda zasu fahimta ba tare da jin damuwa ba.

Ko kafij jabir din ya gama sallamarsu tuni ya yima drivernsa magana,don haka ko ta office dinsa bai koma ba ya wuce parking lot driver ya tashi motar sukayo gida,yau ko ta eatery din bai biya ba bare ya samawa kansa abinda zaici.

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11/24/22, 23:25 - Buhainat: Chapter 46
Shafi na arba'in da biyar

46


Tunda ya dawo gidan baba tabawa tasan ya shigo,ta kuma gayawa maimunatu a fakaice indirectly cewan ya dawo din,ta yita zuba ido taga ta fita yi masa sannu da zuwa ko wani abu makamancin hakan amma bata gani ba,tunda tasan unaisa bata nan,dazun da ta zaga baya tana tsinkar musu lemon tsami taga fitarta,babu kuma alamun ta dawo.

Abun nata cin ran baba tabawa,har zuwa lokacin da suka zauna cin abincin dare,ta dubi maimunatu

"Waiku kam.....haka akewa miji?,ya fita ya wuni fafutukar nema muku abinci,ya dawo amma ko arziqin sannu da zuwa a gaya masa bai samu ba?,sa'annan ace abincin da zaici ma a gidansa ya gagaresa a kasa sammasa?,anya kuwa maimunatu?,ta yaya zaki bata dukka yardar da anni ta baki?,ta dora duk wani fatanta da burinta akanki amma kina neman bata kunya?" Qasa tayi da kanta,tana jin kunya da nauyin suna kamata tun gabanin xancan ma yaje kunnen annin,tabbas tayi kuskure da gaske,to amma kuma shi dinne.....ba irin sauran mutane bane,batasan ta yadda zata fuskanci bahagon mutum irinsa ba,yau inda ace shi din kamar hisham yake to da da sauqi sauqi,amma.....he's totally different from what they are seeing about him,ba abu bane mai sauqi tunkararsa

"Kiyi haquri baba,baice yana buqata ba"

"Kin taba nuna damuwa ko gwada kaiwar bare ki Fatima hakan?,bari na fito miki a mutum maimunatu" baba tabawa ta fada tana gyara zamanta,abinda ya sanya maimunatu tattara hankalinta waje daya

"Gaba daya na fuskanci inda zaman aurenki ua dosa,bansan na abokiyar zamanki ya yake ba,a gajarce zan gaya miki,ba'a yankewa mutum hukunci ba tare da ka ma'amalanceshi ba,ki sauya,ki zama kamar kowacce mace a gidanta,ki sauke naki hakkin da nauyin,ko meye zai taso a gaba....ko meye zai biyo baya zaki fita a ciki,kiyimin alqawari daga yau zaki canza,inason ganinki kamar kowacce macen auren maimunatu,ina miki sha'awar hakan,na san ja'afar,yana da zuciya me kyau wani abune daban ya canzashi,kuma ina kyautata zaton duk wanda ya aro wani hali da ba nashi ba,rabashi dashi abune me sauqin gaske,zaki canza maimunatu?" Kai ta gyadawa baba tabawa a hankali,tana sake jin nauyi,saboda tana ji a ranta da gasken butulci take son tayi,tana qasan inuwar alfarmarsu,ta samu rayuwa me kyau me cike da gata,sannan ta kasa ciyar da dansu abincin da shine ya siyo shi?,bayan duka duka bata zaman wata biyu ma cikin gidan?.

Da kanta baba tabawa ta shirya abincin cikin wasu sababbin warmers masu kyau

"Dauka maza kikai masa,daga yau babu ruwanki da abokiyar zamanki,duk sanda kika fuskanci yana da buqatar abinci kuma bata nan,bata kuma bashi ba,koda ba ranar girkinki bane dauka ki bashi,ke Allah zai bawa ladan".

Daki ta koma,ta zabo hijab cikin hijabs dinta ta sanya,ba abinda hijab din keyi sai qamsin turaren wuta na kaya,ya kuma amshi fatarta qwarai,kalar blue black,da kallo baba tabawa ta bita sanda ta fito,kamar tace mata ta canza mayafi a maimakon hijab din,amma sai kuma ta canza shawara ta qyaleta.

A hankali ya sauke ajiyar zuciya,sannan ya tura hannunsa cikin sumarsa yana yamutsata,hakanan yaji kawai komai baya maaa dadi,sai yakai hannunsa guda daya ya rufe system din dake gabansa ba tare daya damu da yayi shutting down dinta ba,duk da muhimmancin hakan,sai ya koma a hankali ya jingina bayansa da kujerar da yake zaune,ya kuma hade yatsunsa waje daya yana lumshe idanuwansa.

Wani irin bugu zuciyarta take sanda takai step din qarshe na benan,tana ji kamar ta koma,amma kuma idan tayi hakan bata kyauta ba,kamar ta wofantar da maganar baba tabawa ne,ci gaba tayi da takawa cikin tsoro da fargaba,tana tafiya kamar ba zata kai qofar da zata sadata da ainihin falon ba.

Sanda ta isa qofar sai taja ta tsaya cak,ta runtse idanunta da qarfi,a karo na farko zata fara taka sassansa,batasan da wacce fuska zata kalleshi ba,tsoronsa yana nan fal cikin zuciyarta,tanason baiwa kanta qwarin gwiwa,ta dora hannunta saman handle din,ta runtse idanunta gami da dauke numfashinta sannan ta tura ta sanya kanta.

Daga inda yake zaune miqe da qafafunsa saman table din gabansa idanunsa a rufe yaji an motsa qofar,saidai duk da haka hakan bai sanyashi motsawa ko bude idanunsa ba,a zatonsa unaisa ce,wadda ta gaza haqurin zuwa wajensa da ziyartarsa lokaci lokaci,bayan ya riga daya tabbatar mata gaskiyar abinda ke ranshi gami da bata zabi.

A hankali sassanyan qamshin da ya hanashi sukuni wunin yau,ya kuma wuni dashi cikin jikinsa ya fara cika masa hanci,ya kuma gauraye da sallamarta cikin siririyar muryarta din nan mai dauke da wani amo na musamman,ba tare daya shiryama faruwar hakan ba ya soma bude idanunsa da suka sauya launi saboda mintunan da suka dauka a kulle.

Fes ya sauke idanunsa a kanta,cikin shigar da yawanci shaheedansa ke yinta,shigar da yakan tsokaneta da ita zamanin da suna raye

"I want to see my wife gani na haqiqa..... please madam, remove it" murmushi take jifansa dashi,sannan ta zare din tana fadin

"Am all yours,and belongs to you".

Haka kawai ya samu kansa da gaza dauke idanunsa daga kanta,wani abu na masa yawo tsakiyan kai kamar ana yamutsa kwanyarsa,duk da cikin hijab take amma hoton dazu ke masa yawo cikin idanunsa,ya qureta da kallon dashi kansa yasan idan da ace ita din ba halaliyarsa bace ya kauceea koyarwar addini,baisan me ya sanya masa qulafucin kallonta haka ba.

cikin matuqar juriya da kuma dauriya take bawa kanta confidence,abun dazunke tabata,tana jin kakar qasa ta tsage mata ta shige,ko kuma tayi fiffike ta fice a dakin,ta iso gab dashi kana ta sulale a gabansa ta tsugunna,abinda ya bawa turarenta damar isa gareshi da kyau

"Barka da dare" tayi maganar da wani irin tune,sai ya tashi ya zauna sosai yana sauke sambala sambalan qafafunsa daga saman table din zuwa qasa

"Barka" ya amsata a taqaice,bata tsaya jiran cewarsa ko wani abu ba ta fara fidda warmers din,ya bude baki kaman zaiyi magana kiran jabir ya shigo wayarsa,sai ya maida hankalinsa ga amda wayar,inda ita kuma hakan ya rage mata wani mugun nauyi da takeji an aza mata tun farkon shigowarta falon,rawar da hannayenta keyi suka ragu,ta fidda koma ta kuma yi serving dinsa ta jera komai cikin nutsuwa,sai ta miqe ta fara takawa zata bar falon,cikin ranta cike da fata da addu'ar kada wani abu ya tsaidata.

Dan binta yayi da kallo kadan yana karantar tafiyartata duk da amsa wayar da yakeyi,tamkar wata me tafiya saman rairayi ko yashi mai laushi,duk da bai iys ganin qafafunta saboda hijabin da ya saukar mata,amma kuma yanayin tafiyarta kawai zai gaya maka qafafunta akan tsari suke,janye idanunsa yayi yana jan dan qaramin tsaki,tsakin da ya bayyanarwa jabir ta cikin wayar

"Lafiya?" Ya tambayeshi a taqaice

"No... it's not a matter,ina jinka" yayi maganar yana sauke dubansa ga abincin,wanda tuni yaja ra'ayinsa,bai kuma iya gama wayar ba ya zamo a hankali daga saman kujerar,ya sanya spoon din data ajjiye masa ya diba ya fara ci.

Har cikin ransa yaji nutsuwa da abincin dari bisa dari,dama baba tabawa zabinsa ce akan abinci,don haka duk wani tsohon cinsa ya tashi,yaci abincin sosai fiye da kima,ya kuma kwantar da tsohuwar yunwarsa,haka nan ya dinga jin wata nutsuwa na saukar masa,ba shakka samun abinci gamsashe ma rahama ne,duk wata gajiya da kasala da yake ji fiye da rabinta ta kama gabanta,sai ya samu kuzarin yin aikinsa fiye da dazun,ya sake kunna system dinsa,yaci gaba da nazarin meeting dinsu na dazu wanda tuni PA dinsa yayi documenting komai ya aiko masa,ya dinga cire kusakuran da yayi a dazun,lokaci lokaci yana dan jan tsaki,baisan ya akayi gaba daya dan qanqanin abu irin wannan ya dagula masa lissafi ba,saidai duk da hakan a yanxun ma idan ya tuna sai yaji tsigar jikinsa tadan zuba,yakan dan lumshe idanunsa kadan kana ya bude ya ture komai yaci gaba da aikinsa.

Binta da kallo baba tabawa tayi lokacin da tayi sallama take shigowa falon,sai taci gaba da kallonta baki bude,har ta iso tana zubewa saman kujera

"Wash" ta furta ba tare da tunanin komai ba,ta fadi kalmar ne saboda yadda taji kamar an bubbuge mata gabbanta,uwa uba kuma gudun zuciyarta daya qaru wanda sai a yanzu take qoqarin sai saita kanta.

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