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"Dr. Jabir's days of doubt have come to an end, and he is no longer skeptical about the existence of a higher power in this world. I have experienced everything from the lowest point in my life to the highest, and I have witnessed the miracle of healing that has restored my faith."
"However, I can't bring myself to share this revelation with Dr. Imaan. Her mind is too closed, and she wouldn't understand the significance of faith in this matter."
"I don't know where to start, I don't know if I should go to her house or greet her at the mosque."
"Her stubbornness has reached its peak, and she continues to question the validity of my faith in her own way."
"I have tried to enlighten her about the wonders I have experienced, but she always finds a way to dismiss it."
"Then she started questioning me, 'Why did you abandon your rationality for blind faith?' 'What is Ummah to you?' 'Ummah, what do you mean?'"
I replied, "I won't argue with her, but I can guide her towards a more meaningful life."
"Then she began to reveal her thoughts and concerns in her own words. Imaan has a strong belief and influential words."
"The Ummah's words touched my heart, and I couldn't help but ask, 'Why are you saying these things, my dear?' 'Ummah, you are?'"
In response, she said, "Yes, I'm telling you everything you need to know. But I won't reveal the true meaning of my words yet."
"By God, Khadija, from today onwards, I won't hide anything from Imaan! I won't hold back any kind of sacrifice, I can do anything for Imaan."
But it wasn't just Ummah, even Imaan was struggling with her own doubts and confusion.
I held her hand and reassured her.
I couldn't speak, so I went to my room and took off my hijab. I couldn't say anything, but my eyes spoke volumes.
I looked at her with tears in my eyes and said, "Ummah, we must leave. We cannot stay here forever, and I don't want to burden you with your punishment in front of us. Take responsibility for yourself and everyone who has influenced your life."
We left Imaan behind, broken-hearted. She didn't move an inch, so she didn't say anything to me. We continued our journey.
The Great Tasha said in her diary, "In the midst of confusion, no one spoke except me, and my heart was filled with love for Imaan."
When the evening came, we left the city and darkness descended upon us.
I embraced the warmth of Allah and thanked Alhaji Tahir Yusuf Dankwangila.
He stepped out of his car and joined us, wearing a white robe.
I hugged my body, feeling cold and alone.
"Does Imaan understand what we're going through?" A question lingered in my mind, and I finally said, "Thank you" in a whisper. We got into the car.
There was no sign of regret or hesitation from Imaan as we left, only her heartache remained.
The journey to the wedding was long, and it would test my patience and endurance, but I knew I would do anything for Imaan.
I was grateful for the coolness in my heart. Even if I couldn't find the perfect solution in my heart, I had no doubts about my life.
I won't leave her alone for a single moment.