Lagos Nigeria

I was in a hurry to collect the documents and check my watch even though I know if I won't be late, at nine o'clock our plane will fly to Kano to attend a conference meeting that was sent to me from our office. There is no remaining 45 mins of Taran where I have a little peace and there is no distance between our neighborhood and the airport. Opening the door of my room with a strong man, he knows that "not now please" I am one of the children, but the silence that I heard is looking back, it is the house itself that is ENGINEER BASHIR AHMAD that I call Baba Ali Yara and they call him Abbi, Aliyu is the name of my eldest son who was named by his trust name who died two weeks before I gave birth to Aliyun.

His face is mixed despite being right, he is not a cheerful person, but he is in a bad mood. He was looking at me like I was looking at him with a short smile and said, "Dad Ali, have you seen me yet? By God, it was Amna who made us nonsense since last night and I told her to put these papers in her bag, isn't she? (Amna is my younger sister and my youngest daughter is crying after the death of our father and our mother divorced).

"Uhm" he just said as he was going in front of my mirror, I didn't care, I ended up pulling my bag and hanging it and took my phone that was on the side before I went to the door with the intention of leaving

"If you come back to the end of the month, get ready and go back to Gombe", his voice hit my ear

"So what happened again? As long as I come back, let's talk quietly, I volunteered to leave the room. Already Emmanuel Driver, our foreign office is waiting for me, so I quickly went out and answered to return to safety when the children followed me and were waiting.

After I calmed down in the back of the car, my heart went to think about what we were going to do in Gombe, but something happened to him? Well, on his part, even this morning I called my relatives and nothing was said to have happened, so did his wife give birth? Yes, if she gives birth, she will say that Amira gave birth and you will not just go to Gombe. That's how I thought until our plane took off.

I was very tired and came home at around 9 o'clock at night, but now I know that I refused to let go to sleep in Kanon, the 6th member of the plane, I followed and came back because I didn't tell my children that I would spend the night, I know they won't be happy, especially since we are staying at home tomorrow, Saturday. After I prayed Maghrib and Isha, I ate the food that Aliyu brought me. Of course, it's a mercy, every time I look at my children, I feel like I don't have any other worries in life, I hope that God will bless them.

Amna my younger sister who is now my eldest daughter is now 15 years old in SS2 and Aliyu has been in SS1 for 13 years because Jumping and their school gave him the son of Yaro Masha Allah he is trying like his father. Jafar is following him, Farida, Abdallah, the two sons of 5-year-old Ahamd and Muhammad are the six of my life and I have not connected them with anything.

Until 11 o'clock we were sitting despite the fatigue I had so much that my head was hurting, the ease I got since I sent a report on everything in the office, so I will sleep this weekend. It was Baba Ali's greeting that interrupted me and I looked up and looked at him in surprise. Then I remembered that even when I called him, he didn't hear him coming down, I stretched out and saw that he was not pregnant, what was good, so I was fine. We went out and exchanged Hugs before the men went to their room and the women did the same.

I found him standing and taking off his shirt and I put his tire on him and said, "Are you not here? I asked the children and they said, "You are doing Zoom meeting while you are in the room?"
"Uhm" he also answered us. Suddenly I felt that my heart was upset, I was very quick to Hasala, but I have a simple mind, I don't like it, well, it's disrespectful to us that someone should go to Kano and come back that day, he asked me how he was going, even though he was right every week, since he came back for the week, I saw that he was doing something, I didn't pay attention to him. In my mind, I intervened and said, "I'm a little disrespectful, that's to your bolar. The girl is upset with you. Come and turn me upside down, I won't give up". Seeing that he entered the toilet, I went out, I went into the children's room and found Ahmad and Moh taking boxing. It's annoying that Jafar is singing to them. Aliyu and Jafar are theirs Muhammad, Ahmad and Abdallah, the eldest of the three of them sleep in the bed, so if Yah Jafar is going to sleep in the sky, so today if this one sleeps tomorrow, but a quarrel like Ahmad's, he said that the brother gave him his date. I told them before putting them all to sleep in their bed, we read Azkar's sleep, I opened the door for them and turned off the lamp.

Amna and Farida were already sleeping and Adduar also pulled the door for them and entered my room. Even Ali's father went to bed when he saw a dispute and asked me to turn off the lamp he had left on. I also asked for a place far away from him.