My heart has decided that I will not follow Ado, because I have realized that the best choice for me is to stay with my mother and my family. I cannot leave my mother in a state of sadness, sorrow, worry, and indescribable loneliness. Everyone knows my mother, and they know that there is nothing she loves more than me. Even Ado himself confirmed to me that the intense love my mother has for me made her quickly forgive him for the wrongs he did to her in the past, before our marriage. She also quickly accepted him by treating him well, respecting his matters, and instructing me to treat him well. If he knows this, then he should not have decided to send me to the village, unless it was part of their plan with Mama. Since Mama deliberately chose him and said I should be given to him, I do not trust them completely. Therefore, I will not follow him; I will choose to stay in our house and separate from him, and separate from Mama's trouble. I will never let his three-month love deceive me into leaving my mother, leaving her in sadness and sorrow when I know her love for me is genuine, original, and everlasting because it is without deceit or trickery. She loves me not because she sees something desirable in me. As for Ado, if he truly loves me, he started loving me at the exact time when he saw my usefulness to him. He started loving me when he was advised to marry me. Since I came to his house, I have not seen any sign that he intends to show me hatred or dislike. Since my arrival, he has been trying to win me over to have peace and good relations with me, but before that, there was no such relationship between us. If that is the case, then I can say he saw an opportunity and realized that if he missed it, he would lose out. He knows that by force and showing superiority, he will never get it, since we are equals. He knows me, and I know him, so he quickly abandoned the weapons of conflict and sought a way.
